I've had a really good day today, the sun is shining so i opened all the windows in the flat. i dug out the hoover and did my domestic god part and cleaned the place top to bottom.
then i dug out some black bags and cleared out all my wardrobes and drawers of old clothes.
Dived in the car with my neighbours dog and went for a long walk up the woods and round the loch with him and got back.
Love these kind of days, i sprussed (sp?) up my CV and opened a few new job seeking accounts, as i've been thinking about the inordinate amount of ranting i've been doing around my current job, time to make some more changes me thinks.
Waking up to the sound of the ocean is great, for the last 2 weeks its gently lapped into my subconscious and brought me happily into a waking state.
Sun tickling over my body has recharged my batteries and laughter my soul.
Yet when i returned home things still felt as bad as ever, 2 weeks in the sun watching dolphins racing through the ocean, water cascading off their bodies. Seeing the stunning scenery that took my breath away.
And i return to the same shit different day. I nearly didnt come home and now im wishing i hadnt. Things are as bad as ever at work...
2 weeks is a long time when your living in suspense jumping everytime the phone rings, its one of those that you think finally HR have made their decision and im free one way or another... LOL not likely business as usual...
on the plus side i've been getting set for holidays, 2 weeks disconnected from the world with only close friend and my family on a beach with a few bottles (well ok 2 weeks) of Jack daniels and side splitting laughs oh and sun :)
but im not excited... i really should be pinging off the walls, i fly out at 17:00 on monday, so its only a few days away. Yet i cant get excited because of the suspense.
Tempus Fugit HR i want my resolution and closure (lol me asking for closure on something wow times have changed)
COMMENTS
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Sinora
16:11 May 30 2009
I'm glad your day went well good luck finding a job.