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Right i realise, that i am in control. everything that happens in my life happens because i have dictated the course of events. i chose the redundancy from the available options, so no point sitting here crying and whining. I also have chosen to head back to Scotland where my heart still is.



I realise now that we are in control of our lifes, everything that happens happens because of a choice we make. There are likely to be some random events thrown in to stir things up and test us, scare us etc. But for the whole I AM IN CONTROL.

Life and being kicked



Well life sure does have a way of throwing everything we know into turmoil. At 11:50 yesterday i was told "Due to economic instability your position is no longer viable." I saw the cracks appear, he didnt look me in the eye and when i heard those alst worlds the world fell apart around me. "Redundancy."



23 years old and redundant, its not the end of the world but has put me in a low place. Still a calm is descending and panic is starting to dissipate from my veins. "I'm going home."