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I know its still there, i can feel it deep down at the core of my being, i can tap into it like a resource when needed and force my armor to the surface. But people have me questioing its value.



At my very core sourrounded by the flames of my heart and washed with passion, a small sliver of pure iced hatred. My friends and family question how i can live and be with such a thing at the centre of my heart. How i can live balancing fire and ice.



And so its got me thinking about forgiveness, and this is where you dear reader come into the conversation. (God i miss my writing "sparring" partner and our conversational prose)



Can you balance the fire of your heart, the passion that burns within with the ice of hatred? Can the two co-exist and can the balance be maintained? i think it can. I know there are times when the ice will surge forth and dim the fires till a tiny speck of flame is all that is left encased in the ice. Can we ever escape the darkness? if we live with hate. Or will she use it like a leash to pull us back into her embrace?



Forgiveness, who deserves it? can you truly forgive someone who pushed and pushed till you tettered on the edge then walked away laughing? Should they be forgiven?



Fire and ice in balance, love and hate co -existing in one heart, balanced together but in flux a war with no winner each side attacking and counter attacking before subsiding and eliqulibrium returns again.



Steve 2007