i can't believe i did this... to be fair i thought i would end myself by 10th grade, to get this far is a surprise in itself.
i'm going to study psychology! i absolutely can't wait, i'm not stopping until i can call myself Dr.
will it be hard as hell? probably, yeah. will i give up? hell no i won't.
my great grandma passed away this morning.
i cried, of course i did, there was so much i still hoped would happen. she said she wanted to see me get married, and yet she couldn't even meet my boyfriend. i'm heartbroken that she's gone, all those childhood memories coming back.
but at the same time, i'm glad she's with great grandpa now. she's been wanting to go after him for over a decade.
the funeral is on wednesday. i'm lucky enough that i have never been to a funeral before, but i'm also scared of what it will be like.
mom told me when wednesday comes to straighten up and be proud, tell everyone i'll be the first one in our family to go to university, because while great grandma won't be here when i get my acceptance letter in two weeks, she always said i'm the smartest in the family. not sure if i'll have the energy but i'll do anything to make her proud.
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