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This is dedicated to the broken remnants of my heart... hopefully they can heal and love again.



& to my best friend, soul mate & roommate the incredibly beautiful Brittany Moon, thank you for caring for me when I was too weak to mend my own wounds. You'll never know how much i love you.









Part 1: Snake Charmer... Rabbit Bait



I stood by my kiosk which I had only just begun to recognize was my work station, it has the middle of day three when I saw him approaching. His shirt was clearly embroidered S4MSUNG and I smiled, with a hearty grin and spoke "good afternoon!" as loud as I could without it being overly powerful. When he noticed me he smiled back and I reached out to shake his hand. I took it with a firm grip, I was a pro at introducing myself but when I glared into his eyes I lost my train of thought. Damnit, I even forgot my name. "I'm the new Tmobile Rep here, so do you do mobile wireless too?"

"No," he laughed "I'm actually in charge of everything else, the display units, the laptops, tv's, tablets ect." I must of frowned because he giggled again "Sorry I'm not who you thought I am but I do know the other guy who does the cell phones. My name is Greg, I think his is Alfonso or something." I watched him as he snapped a few photos. When he turned around again I pretended to organize a few signs of my own before walking back to my kiosk only a few feet away. However I did occasionally have to shake my head as I starred at him, why I thought he was so handsome I'll never know.

He had bug eyes that protruded slightly, they were a very even shade of brown with salt and pepper colored hair that was just the right length to show he wasn't a child but not nearly old enough to be an old man, exactly what I wanted in a partner. Was it wrong I was still madly in love with my own Prince? My little cheat, my Christopher Robin, the one whom I called my Blood God for I had turned him into an ugly monster with a gorgeous shell. 'Oh forgive me' I thought to myself 'I can look as long as I don't touch'.

Though he wasn't at all lean he wasn't fat, however all his weight was in his mid section which made him appear shorter than the six foot status he carried. His face was very round but the scars around it created the illusion it was long... but all this was appealing to me. Even his awful facial hair which I loathed in other men...



After he was all done, or what seemed to be done I approached him again. The day wasn't at all busy and I was satisfied that no one would come to me for awhile, I chatted up the guy already having forgot his name. He boldly spoke about things so worldly, so nonchalantly that I was immediately captivated... 'My Dear Christopher Robin, please forgive me for what I am going to do. I already sense our time is at a close but I am going to speed the process.... that i am going to do...and all for an opportunity to be with this guy who I know I can get, I just know it and I feel kindred too' I thought as I looked away from the gentlemen in front of me for just a moment & laughed, catching the end of a joke he just told.

Next thing I knew it was already time for him to go and I bid him a pleasant farewell though I didn't want him to leave. I knew then that my heart had made a decision before my brain.... I knew. But like all my fortune with love, it was bound to be in flames.



I saw him the next week on Friday and I was excited as ever because I looked much nicer in my new tightly fitted black skinny jeans. Much more shapely and my makeup was very on point. As soon as I saw him I happily greeted him, but then quickly noticed as he took his ear phones out that he hadn't heard me or the enthusiasm in my voice. We spoke briefly before I allowed him to get to work as I leaned back on the magazine rack watching him, pretending not to when he turned around. If he looked at me too long I would pace around all the Tmobile products again just pretending to keep busy so it didn't look like a stalker case.

By this time I had already broken up with my ex & was completely ready to re-start. All I needed was a chance, by September he was staying and starring longer. I looked forward to seeing him and finally after he had met my best friend Brittany & two of my three cousins, as he was turning to leave I shouted loudly "hey, we should catch a movie or something, it will be my treat." His eyes opened wide and I wasn't sure if I said the wrong thing or he was just shocked that I had the nerve to ask something so bold when I wasn't good enough.

I didn't hear from him so my ego was bruised the next week, I thought perhaps it was a punishment for over stepping my boundaries so I decided it best to never speak of it again.



It was mid November when I finally broke down and told all my co-workers who knew damn well my eyes were solely set on this guy that I was officially dropping the case. Obviously I didn't fit any of the qualifications he was looking for in a woman, I didn't have big tits or that classic beauty one affiliates with the girl next door. In fact, I had freckles and wore about a good pound of makeup on my face to mask my imperfections as well as I could. My skin wasn't pale enough and my words were full of foul language. But that all was washed away, the three fierce hours I cursed and damned his name and gorgeous image to hell faded away when he walked in and said "what's your number, I got a new phone" and immediately I blurted out two, my business & personal.



My subordinates busted into laughter as I stuttered every digit just glaring at them and despising myself for being so easy, but I knew this guy was worth the utter embarrassment I would face for however long I kept the career. All that kept going through my mind was his eyes, the way they ate me when we talked or how he shyly smiled when I made him laugh, or how gentle his touch was when he grabbed my back when I made him take a photo with me to prove the girl in my iphone was indeed me....



"I actually have a lot of work to do today" he said as he put my number into his s5, "should I save this under Aimelysa?" I dropped my jaw, barely anyone knew my real name much less could remember it. It was often they would ask me in complete privacy "what's your real name again" and I'd often frown and reply back with "if you tell anyone else I will fukkin kill you". I watched him shameless glide away from me and ask a Walmart associate for help with his display unit.

"Would you mind watching my table if you're going to be here awhile while I go to the bathroom?" I asked him, looking for any excuse to approach him... "Of course." he almost whispered and I walked off to the rest area, simply to check on my mascara and facial expression as I finally got his number. I jumped up for joy and shouted "He likes you!!! You did it!!!" I was high with happiness. Immediately I texted my girlfriend who was just as excited for me as I was.

My girlfriend and I invited him to lunch but he refused due to a heavy work load and I sighed, but hoped I would see him soon. When we returned he was gone, but the module was done and I took a pose in front of it as she snapped a few photos. "Your S4MSUNG does a good job." she joked and I leaned on it and said, "Well he better, or i'd kick his butt!" I replied giggling. We probably seemed more like school children...



Part 2: Dancing With Demons



Once we began texting we couldn't stop. It was a new addiction and I was totally enchanted in every way with him. Every time he texted me I smiled so wide I must of looked like the Joker from Batman. He serenaded me with his literature & I was captivated, unable to escape the building passion so once I saw him again & he told me in person that I was beautiful, I melted. My knees were weak and my throat dry, eyes teary and I couldn't stop myself from swallowing that invisible and tasteless emotion. "Let's have lunch?" I asked, "where are you going?" he replied and I asked Brittany... who thought for a few mins then said "KFC?" I told him and he replied he didn't like KFC, it made him sick.



I was again suddenly overcome with a sense of not being good enough, but as I walked beside Brittany she mentioned "you know he would of come if I wasn't here." I giggled and said "I don't think so." She looked at me with her huge green eyes and said "I know so."

"Fine, I'll go ask... go get my yogurt & while you're gone he can answer." I dared her, and she kept walking to the dairy aisle as I reapproached him as he sat on the floor, straightening out his unit. "Would you have had lunch with me if Brittany wasn't here?" I managed to stammer out, still so very afraid. He laughed nervously, "No, I really just don't like KFC, anywhere else I would have gone." As Brittany was coming back I repeated what he said. "Then chose somewhere else and we'll go." she said so easily and again my heart began racing with butterflies...



We ended up at Johnny's and had a great time getting to know each other and joke around. After lunch I escorted him inside as he wasn't yet done with his job and after ward he waited with me until my grandmother picked me up... spending that much time with him made it clear. My heart and my mind were set. He was the one, the one who would be my last... or so I thought.



That night all our texts were about an opportunity missed to kiss, but how we could make it up by having a coffee date the next week.