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Are human beings as a race suicidal? I really think so; why else would we smoke (various substances), drink alcohol, and perform such feats as skydiving and bungee jumping? Maybe one of these days I will actually do some real research into this but right now I have to do the things that causes nightmares......work. Like I said this is just a quickie.

IAmTheOneYouFear

Here I sit about to do the thing in my life, so far, that I most hate: work! Doesn't it seem that we are all defined by the work that we do? For example the titles Judge, Doctor, Lawyer, etc.... most clearly demonstrate this idea. Yet even we who do not rate a title we are still defined and limited by the work that we do. And should it not be so? We spend a majority of our time working.....therefore think carefully about the work that you do. Is that how you want to be defined? I would most likely be defined as "that asshole on the phone". If these thoughts are as true as I suspect then I have failed; I have wasted the chances and opportunities I have been given or have earned. Is it too late to do something about it?

Until Later

IAmTheOneYouFear

Movies such as that overly hyped "Matrix" raises the question what is real?.......I don't want to rehash the "Matrix", but realize that our entire existence is compromised of our senses. Most people say there are five......but I believe that there are actually an infinite number of senses. Just a thought to scare you....I know it scares the shit out of me. We are nothing more the sum of the input from our senses. With the proper sciences and magicks the senses can be fooled we can be drawn in our own private hell. We are even actively speeding upon our own damnation.....we are so dead to the world that we even eagerly jump into the bowels of hell....in fact we are well on the way to creating our own hells.......beware the dangers of virtual reality.

Until later

IAmTheOneYouFear