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This time every year our country celebrates our Independence, yet while we are busy celebrating our freedom very few are thinking about the price of that freedom, so I want to take this time to Thank the soldiers, sailors, marines, & airmen! Those brave men and women who risk thier lives on a daily basis for us. As we sit bitching about gas prices, the heat the economy, the preident, the government, or this law or that, when is the last time anyone considered those fighting in 100+ temps in full gear with the ever present fear that they can be blown to hell at any minuete? We may not agree with this war but that doesnt change the fact that there is one and we are fighting it like it or not. They are fighting not only for themselvesand their families but for us. They miss their families but they fight on so that you and I can go out to dinner and a movie and at the end of a long day at work we can go home to our air conditioned homes and relax. And we can do this and feel safe because of them. They never met you and probably never will but they are risking their lives for you and your family. So please consider them this holiday season it is because of these brave souls that you CAN enjoy this holiday! Thanks to ALL the men and women in our armed forces!

Well let's see....I grew up with my mother and step father tho i didnt know he was my step father til i accidentally found my birth certificate and lo and behold there was another mans name on it, so at 16 I met my real father... I despise my step father (child molesting waste of space who hides behind his money & name!) and as an adult i finally got to spend some time with my real father what a let down...so needless to say the father figures and males presence in my life has been less than pleasant..I was in and out of abusive relationships for years til i got tired of broked bones and bruises( nose broken 4xs fortunatly it is still cute and small with no humps bumps or lumps)broken & dislocated jaw broken bone under my eye...well u get the picture..not to mention the burn scars from cigarettes and shit but o well i wised up and got out but not before i enjoyed some retribution i beat the ever loving shit outta those bastards b4 i walked out! gave em a few scares of their own! anyway..i had cancer at 17 surgery got it all and i had no more problems till about a yr ago when they found leisons on my brain so chemo this time they havent changed no new growth but no smaller either o well im still here & i have my hair (to my waist even) but the headaches are excrusiating...i also was diagn with MS multipal sclerosis o its so much fun the muscle spasms and such but again im ok have good days and bad a lot of pain but i try not to bitch about it ( too much lol) anyway thats some more about me i know less than interesting but it might help to see y i am the way i am and some of the things that have made me me....so there u go...

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MyMysteriousSoul
22:02 Jun 28 2012

Sorry for the wrong men you've encountered in your life. Just hope you dont think all men are bad. Makes me want to kick the living shit out of them myself and say... "How does that feel? You think picking on women makes you a man? You know what a broken kneecap feels like? NO?! Well now you do!" *CRACK!*



Glad you got your shots in too though



Sorry for all you've been through!

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Well I guess every1 expects me to write something deep & inspired but well I suppose they will be disappointed. I will start with the basics...I have been different my entire life. Though I guess Im not as unfortunate as others who were picked on & teased. I never experienced that myself but I have always been 1 to stand up & defend those who could not do it for themselves. I grew up with the knowledge that there is another world under the 1 we see everyday. A darker world. Like my mother and her mother and her mothers mother I have been able to see things before they happen tho this is not something I can control it just happens & its not always clear. It just is. My children have inherited my familys oddities. We all can speak and see the dead this has never been something we talked about openly because the general population tends to hate those of us who r different so we kept this to ourselves. I have dabbled in witch craft but never anything serious I have been told that I am a natural witch and that it comes from my mothers side. I dont know I do somehow manage to cause storms when I am sad or angry, but only when my mood is strong I dont mean to it just happens. and yes I am certain that it is me who caused it. No I am NOT crazy or confused Ive spent 40 years on this earth and have lived with who & what I am all this time, yes I am different am I evil? no but I can do bad things like every1 else. I despise drama and trouble makers and bullies. I have fought more than most have scars but I am proud of each 1 because each fight was fought defending what I thought was right. I fuck up on a regular basis but I am woman enough to admit when I am wrong but damn I hate to..lol..Anyway, about the loves of my life ( my children & now grand children) they r amazingly beautiful I know all mothers think their child is beautiful or handsom but mine truely are! My oldest girls are twins and like me have their own unique abilities aside from seeing the dead Haleigh can hear the banshee and knows when some1 is going to die she says the scream is horrible I can only imagine. I wouldnt want to deal with that but she does. Shannon has the amazing power of persuaion its crazy Allyssa my youngest is still developing hers since she just turned 14 last week but as of yet she has a thing over fire not sure what it is yet but when we figure it out we will let u know..so Thats us, weird, freaky, strange what ever u want to call us it is what it is and we r who we r so....