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the world seems fake,it doesnt seem real.It feels like your always watching yourself doing something,like your watching tv about your life,watching it passing you by not remembering mush,but you deal with it,it sometimes feels like your some where else alone in the dark away from everything,you keep wounder the earth waiting for fate to come and take you away.you start to wonder why everything feels unreal,but the world cant be real can it?