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Loneliness

14:13 Dec 06 2006
Times Read: 581


Hey you...you there

My good friend.

You know this isn't fair, but

I'm almost glad to see you again.



This life is killing me again

My mind is beating me, and

I wish you could take it away.

Please help make it end...



Chorus/Bridge



You're here for me...

My loneliness, you never fade

Everyday, you wait for me

Everyday, I feel the same



I never want to go home...

Because you'll be waiting

I don't want to fall asleep,

My nightmares aren't fading..



End chorus



One day I will break away!!

(Break away from you...)

Find someone who will set me...

(Set me free...)



Fade in:



You're always here for me...

My loneliness, you never fade

Everyday you wait for me

Everyday...I feel...the same



Yelling:

Stuck here in my bed!!

Frantic screaming in my head!!



Softly,end:

Don't let me falls asleep...

I may just lie there......dead...


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Trying so hard ((song entry))

14:12 Dec 06 2006
Times Read: 582


((soft melody))



I'm trying so hard...not to lose my mind.

I'm trying so hard...not to lose you...

Everytime I cry.

I die more...

A little more inside



((music gets harder))



Let...me...go...!!

Leave...me...be!!

I will return to you some...day...

Go away now, and flee from me....



((it softens up again))



Let me stay here

Stay away from your arms

Staying away from the world,

Until...until I find...myself....



((hard solo, then it changes to the other hard music, from the previous chorus))



Let...me...go...!!

Leave...me...be!!

I will return to you some...day...

Go away now, and flee from me....



((music change a bit, a little softer than chorus, but harder than the beginning))



Turn away now....

Flee from me...

This life I've lived,

These lies...I've told...



I must let them be...



((music begins to die down, as the last words are whispered))



You're still mine...now...and for all eternity....


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Another Day

14:12 Dec 06 2006
Times Read: 583


Let me see...

Another day

Another god forsaken lie

This lie that I live as my life



I hope for once to see the day

That day where I don't hide behind this lie

This lie, and the love I supposedly have for you

Why...why do we do these things we do?



A game full of pain. Full of stress.

Help me live through this life.

Help me live through these days.

Going through this shit...

Help me to ease this pain.





(almost in a whisper)

This time, my pain is stronger now.

And now, this pain is not for the best.





It's night again, the moon in my sight

It's changing me, slowly...

And where are you to set it right?



The end is near.

The time is now.

Night calls out for me.

This game shall end this time.



(in a chanting rhythm, as the music begins fading)

I'll give into the changing.

I'll become what I most hate.

A monster to you, my true self fading.

I'll return to you, to normal.

For it will be my destined fate.


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