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I do not know if this has already been said....but something from being on the other side, suicide truly isn't the cowards’ way out. This is in response to all you haters out there. What most people do not understand is that it takes tons of courage, of determination, to commit suicide. I am not saying a good thing, and I am quite aware of the pain that it causes, I have lost 14 people in the past 20 months, 2 of which were suicides.

However, this is when I actually like having been on the other side of the equation so to say. Those of you saying life is easy - then you have it easy. Unfortunately not all of us do. I have been teased, abused, beaten, and worse throughout my life – so to you who say life is laid back, I say not. Society is not all that it is cracked up to be to this day, and bullying and harassment is an every second occurrence, an everyday experience for teens worldwide due to sexual preference, diversity, and SO many different reasons out there.

For those of you who are trying to make yourselves feel superior, by posting on this wall and saying that “gays are fags”, “no fucking way gays should die”, etc? You are no better then one of those bullies that caused SO many teenagers, adults, and hell people… there was a TEN year old who committed suicide because of bullying. This affects EVERYONE. And I guarantee that all of you “haters”, know someone who may not be openly gay, bi, lesbian, so be it, but I PROMISE that they are there in your lives. So next time, think about that girl you were eyeing, that boy who sits next to you in chemistry that you have a crush on, Just because they do not appear gay, doesn’t mean they are straight. Trust me – I went to an all girls high school. Life wasn’t easy for me to hide things, but I managed to carefully, always watching what I said and did, but when it did come out because of someone I thought I could trust – yes I attempted suicide, many times actually.

I know this post is wrong but I am sorry, this is for those of you who do not believe this cause to be worthy. For you haters, you bullies, for all of you looking at this and being angered by the word slingers. I am stronger now, and as a force, we are all stronger. We shall tolerate, but there are those of us such as these teens that did not have support, they did not have help, they were strong yes, but not in the right ways.

Tomorrow I will proudly be sporting my purple wardrobe, from my contacts to my socks. And if someone judges me, so be it, but I will be doing it as a sign. As a way to say that I support them, they are in my hearts and thoughts, and if someone needs help, I will wear my purple tomorrow as a sign that I'm here, I am a survivor, and I am here to listen and help any and all, so that they may not share a similar fate.