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i feel the humans are going too start too come after me even theo i did not do any thing i feel this is going too lead to war so this could be last time i write too my brothers and sisters yours as alwals like a rose in a sea of blood s rounded by thorns yours truly ~luican~ look too the beauty of the world try too find your true beauty humans from searching within.

the world is a black hole we are born in to with out choice enslaved to mother earth in carnal ways we are like trained robots we think we only get one life too live so we act with this reckless accord and wast or lives in the beginning too party and fuck around not think about the future can screw you up in the end i have become unemotional i fell nothing for anyone my hart is blacker then the color i am a fire that rages with hatred burns down all opponents with no remorse i don't think about it i have no time too pity the dead i will not be able too come back from this there is only darkness that surrounds me stuck in a world that despise me blames me for every pain and suffering they have instead of looking inside and and figuring out that they are there own root of destruction and looking for the possibility that the world can be at peace then you most come too terms that you can help no one untell you face yourself that is the only realty of how you start the transfer to piece world wide~luican~

i feel realty is just a game invented too control the people it is the the root of all human tendency if you dream of bigger and better things they tell you too think of the now so that you can some day get too where you want too be at i think that's political bullshit i think if ones self wants more and better things they should go for it with hast and don't look back why let someone else tell you your crazy when you can only determine that for yourself when you start too believe your crazy then maybe you are but if you have never been crazy then your probably not i have been told since i was five that i am weird, different,and crazy but i knew i wasn't knew that i was not the the one of those things i have and always of been sain i got told at four i was the spoon of the devil and that i should not exist but those words only made my fire burn brighter its makes me who i am today and i will be the light that leads you out of your darkest days when no one loves you and everything or the whole world is against you remember i will always love you no mater who is against you call my name and i will all ways be there with you i am ~luican~ so never be afraid because nothing in this who world can beat my love for you know if the whole world is against you and your friends turn there back on you i will all will be your friend that you can turn too eternally yours ~luican~