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the way you look at me

it makes me blush

my rose red cheeks

rise as i smile at you

if you are reading this

just know it was you

all along in my mind

thoughts racing

all about you

the way you look at me

those beautiful eyes

stare back at me

knowing all i have

for you, and you me, love

if you are reading this

just know that its true

that our love, i mean

but then

that first glance

did you know

it would be me

id be the one

that way i looked at you

yes thats how you knew

and we are together

i dont know why

he wont talk to me

what did i do wrong



crying doesnt help

when the tears seem to fall

fall down my face

breaking my dreams

breaking my heart



crying doesnt explain

all the pain

what ive been through

and you

what youve done

to break me down even more



crying doesnt say

all my feelings inside

they want to come out

not sit in my mind

and hide

but inside

all i want to do is cry

cry out my heart

cry out my dreams

cry out my eyes

i feel so numb



and still cring doesnt work

you will soon find out

what did i do

what did i say

why did you come

why did you stay



the mean things you said

the mean things you did

you broke me down

you called me a kid



you tore up my heart

you tore up my dreams

you made up my mind

you made up the screams



you ripped up the book

which ripped up my life

you cut off my hair

which you did with a knife



the pain you inflicted

the pain that was mine

you closed all the doors

you took out the shine



the cell i was put in

you locked all the doors

the sound on the outside

the rain as it pours



but only i knew

how cruel you really were

but still as it goes

im not really sure



what you have done

what you have said

ive got my life back

because you are dead

this hurts it stings

my eyes they see

the blood how red

too much im dead



my life i took

cut skin dont look

the blade it slid

too deep my skin



no hope my sin

blank stares they look

my hand so cold

cant hold no longer



my soul i sold

not mine to give

i cry dont live

black spots i see



im fading too fast

the pain still last

my heart still hurts

sharp pains no life



but gone no return

my fault please help

i died a mystery

your eyes those tears



so red cry blood

im dead

i dont know what to do

im in love with him

im in love with you

hes my one and only

i want to be with you

but that would mean id have to choose

be with him

or be with you

make up my mind

he and i

me and you

i have to choose

do i love her

i dont know

i do love her

does it show

tell me one thing

how is this

will i miss her

miss her kiss

miss her sweet, soft, gentle lips

does she love me

how will i know

will she tell me

must i go

will i wait for her

wait for her then

will i see her

ever again

tell me one thing

i must know

do i love her

yes, its so

and in my mind

i see the heart and soul of another

entering and stalking my thoughts

telling me day in and day out

that he loves me

the fixture of his face

set inside my memory

but for one reason

not knowing why it does

but no matter what

its beautiful

and his heart is locked and focused

on my love thats made for him

he alone knows that love

that power burning inside of me

but his power is what i know

its what i see

in my mind, his love

how is it

what i think goes on

what is in my head

comes out

makes me sad

then i cry

makes me mad

then i die



how is it

when i run

i dont look back

when im scared

i hide

but never in my life

would i fight

but for the one i love



how is it

what i see is so bad

and what i had

but im not happy

but with him

its better

my life with him

its great

and i love him

thats how it is

im sorry for the way ive been

and for all the things i have done

im sorry for today

for the knife and the gun



im sorry because i shot him twice

then i stabbed him in the back

my mind isnt all there

the thought is what i lack



im sorry because i hurt you

but ill never be ashamed

im sorry i broke your bleeding heart

and that i caused you so much pain



im sorry i didnt do my time

that instead i watched you die

the smile you saw on my face

it only made you cry



im sorry for it all

but it was only a matter of time

you were gunna do it anyway

i didnt want you to commit suicide

the cheating

the sacrifice

death because of death

my lies

hearts pain

i turned my cheek

i walked away

my soul in your hand

the bruise

all tears

the flesh

it burns fear

the coldness of flames

my heart

but i claimed

that death

that sacrifice

my spirit

in the sky you learn to fly

but while on the ground you cry

above the clouds i die

and still i leave behind the sky



the earth must know my love

but the people push and shove

my heart fly like a dove

and my soul send me not above

these sounds are all around me

the pain i swear it hurts

the marks made on my arms today

could not get any worse

my heart was made for keeping

the blood it trickles down

but thoughts that run within me

like hammers start to pound

the works them voices made me do

the cuts made on my skin

words all written on paper

all done with a special pen

how scars i made them bleed again

the worthless part of my mind

to go into this state again

my past it made me blind

so back to death with pain again

a demon war in my head

take out what god has given me

and lay me down for dead