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The world revloves

the days go by

the sun will set

the moon will rise



the stars they shine

to help us thru

those days we're feeling down and blue.

when your heart begins to strontly beat.

your tears come pouring down.

you dont know why

the dark emptiness within you

begins to wrap around.

it traps your soul deep within

not knowing where to go.

leaves your mind lost and confused

with not a thing to hold

no one's there when you need them most

you're trapped within yourself.



no one can hold your hand

and pull you out of the sinking sand.

you're locked and trapped deep within

the dark emptiness only you can dismiss.

People ask me every day

why be a servant?

why live that way?

your giving up your dignity and your self respect.



but they dont see through my eyes

dont walk my footsteps through my life

nor feel the feelings that i feel.

there's so much that they dont know



to serve for a being is the highest honor you will find.

it takes self discipline,love, hard work, and respect.

for amazing qualities to get you through life.



if people took the time to look they would find that servants are good people too.

and they do have a mind.



the only difference between them and the rest of the world is they know how to be selfless.

and how to help others.



in my eyes this shows much dignity and self respect.

for sleflessness is the best quality to have.



to show people the respect they deserve.

the feeling you recieve is the best in the world.



it's a shame many will never know how this feels.

for it truely is the best feeling in the world.

When I met him;

there was not a hand shake,

not an eye catch,

yet somehow we clicked, instantly

with not a question asked,

there was compatability.



he took down my mask, i'd created with such care.

he left me vulnerable and weak,

yet courageous and utterly me.



he cared about me,

for the unmasked self.

and the respect he showed sent my mind on a journey that everyone loathed.



he was the best thing put into my life.

he cared and saw every side.

took care of me the best he could.

i trusted him, and he i.



now he is gone

yet i can still see his smiling face.

feel his amazingly warm embrace.

things were not this way before him

one night together changed everything.

and it will never be the same



he is my lost love in this big black sea.

he is my hope that things can change in a night.

that life has an odd way of working things out.

yet everything will be alright.



i do so hope he returns to me

though if that is not how it shall be

he will remain forever

my lost love

in this big black sea.