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In the darkest hour

Of the darkest night

I sit and wait for my prey to bite

I sudeuce there minds

And bend them to my will

Till i have complete and uter

CONTROL

stuck,running into a door. running,running, slam into a glass shelf. bleeding the life comming out of me. laying and bleeding. wounds that will never heal. death aproching. trying to fight, trying to scream. helpless the fight left, death clamed another life. strugling to free myself from the hands of death.dispare, longing for the love i never had. finding it in deaths hands. lifeless body laying there on the floor death puts me back so i can suffer somemore.

lost cant find myself. crying trying to fight the pain i feel dying, drowing in the sorrow i am going through. wanting to wake with no memory of the pain im in. lost in the pain of sorrow. still trying to surface from the bottom of death. lost in everything i do. lost in the life i live.wishing for death, hopeing that it comes. knowing that it wont. sleeping deep sleep, not waking just sleeping.

why do the ones we love always get taken away to fast

but the one we hate always get to stay .



why do everythime i sit up at night i cry



why do i always feel like i need to leave and run away



why is it everytime i try to get my feeling out to the one i love he turns away



why do i miss the one who hurt me so much and yes hate him as well



why do all theres feelings hope up and bite me when things start going well



why do i feel like i need to be free and fly away



why

i keep asking my self why



why

when i see your face i dont know if its true



becasue all i see is blue



you never listen and you seem to never care



your never there.



you leave at night and come back late



only to wake me up with a bite.



it goes deep and wakes me up in side



but them by morning i am lost and alone



worndering why.



i try to turn to you and see the real you



but you cover it up and turn blue.



i wish i could see the real you

i sit and i cry

i wonder why

why do i cry

i cry because your never there

you left too soon

i miss your face

i miss our long talks

i miss how when ever i had a problem

i could turn to you

but now that your gone

it's been to long

i wish i could call you

i wish i could come over and see you

i wish i could lay down next to you

and talk like we used to

i wish you were alive

poppa i miss you so much

i love you with all my heart

you where my one and only close friend

i could tell you everything

and you never judge'd me or put me down

i miss you and still can't move on

it's been so long but i still can't move on

i miss you