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well, the show was great. we rocked the house. It was a long night though. I'm tired. We made about 35 bucks in tips, and the lady that hired us gave us an extra 50. I love being a rock star. We're gonna take about a week off then get together and work on some new stuff. cool.

Wow. I have recieved a few comments congratulating me on my weight loss. They called me an inspiration. Wow. that was so overwhelming to me it made me cry. I still have such giant weight issues. To know that not only am I not alone, but that my story gives others hope....I'm flabergasted...that means so much to me.

I love this site so much. i love checking out peoples pages. I love playing around with mine. I love chatting, the forums, everything, EXCEPT it makes me feel so dumb! I am constantly (in fact I just did it, and it was an 'a'.)having to look words up in the dicitionary 'cause I can't spell for shit! I That bothers me so much, because i pride myself on being somewhat inteligent (wow, I got that one right) with a rather extensive vocabulary, but my spelling is probably at a fourth grade level. I hate that! And, I never remember how to spell a word the next time I us it , so I end up looking up the same word many times. I have a pretty good dicitionary, I weighs a ton, so I get an arm workout when ever I write anything. (Sigh)

Homecomming is this evening, so I was pretty busy at work. I had a pretty good week. Lots of color, a couple piercings , both noses. I don't really like doing noses.To much blood, tears, snot, and sweat. But they are kinda cute when it's all done. Both girls (they didn't come in together) chose little gemstone studs 16g. Both girls chose the right side too.The first girl was a lot easier then the second. The second girl had herself so psyched out that when I finally had her calmed down and ready to do it, when I pierced her she cried and felt sick. So I had her sit and breath a little before giving her the mirror so she could see what she got herself so worked up for.It stopped hurting as soon as she saw it. She loved it.

Up dos and make up for homecomming turned out nice. It is always so strange to see these girls in everyday clothing,in the middle of the day, with their hair all done up and evening make up on. Sometimes they come back and show or give me a pic. so I can see the whole look. That's nice.

Tomorrow the guys (whenever I say "the guys" I'm refering to R.P.M.) and I are doing a run through of next Sats. gig. We'll be doing a 3 set play list. Laural is comming to listen for a while. Cool. Then after rehearsal she and I are gonna go see a chick-flick, and then get icecream at coldstone. Girly day out. I'm looking forward to it. We wiill probably do a little shopping too. Yippity-Skippity.

Tonights practice with the band was awsome. I went there feeling pretty crappy (physically, not mentaly), but I sang as much as my voice would alow. We have a gig on the 29th so we gotta be spot-on fuckin'-perfect. Anyway, I showed the guys a new song I finished writing today and they love it. We worked out the music for it and played it through a few times and decided to add it to the play list for the 29th. It 's called "The Vampire's Lament". It is the tragic tale of a vampire who accidently kills her lover while trying to turn him. I hope it is as well recieved by everyone else as it was by the guys. I guess I'll have to wait and see. Maybe sometime we will record it and I can post it in my portfolio. I am very pleased.

ok, I moved all my quizes here. I kept them cause they are neat.

Here are some that actually discribe me pretty well. And the pics are pretty too.







You are a messy bun! Very creative you don't care

about the little mistakes you look at the big

picture. Infact you are beautiful because of

mistakes. You are unique and confident and

think of things in different points of view.

you dont care what people think because you are

having a blast being u. But because you dont

mind making mistakes you're not really given a

chance. You deserve so much more. Good for you!

Whats your hairstyle?(Anime pics(girls only))
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Waterfall





?? Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You ??
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Taurus

April 21- May 21

Most

compatible with Virgo, Libra, Scorpio and

Cancer



You will most likely enjoy being

around someone born under the Taurus

astrological sign.You are!! You are an

extremely patient person, and very reliable. If

you tell someone you are going to be there, or

do that at a specific time and manner, it is

highly likely that they can count on that to

happen! You are a warmhearted, loving

individual who cares very deeply for the people

in your life. You will possibly have many pets.

You also tend to be the outdoors type, and

enjoy hikes and biking, getting in touch with

nature. Very persistant, you will have to

"stick with it" to get the job done.

Others will very seldom find you goofing off or

shirking your responsibilities. Unlike other

zodiac signs, you are not so big on taking

risks, and need lots of security in your

life.



Negative traits- Jealous,

possessive, resentful, inflexible,

self-indulgent, and greedy





which zodiac fairy are you???UPDATED detailed answers
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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be

poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and

creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.

Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet

also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.





What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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You are the Moon card. Entering the Moon we enter

the intuitive and psychic realms. This is the

stuff dreams are made on. And like dreams the

imagery we find here may inspire us or torment

us. Understanding the moon requires looking

within. Our own bodily rhythms are echoed in

this luminary that circles the earth every

month and reflects the sun in its progress.

Listening to those rhythms may produce visions

and lead you towards insight. The Moon is a

force that has legends attached to it. It

carries with it both romance and insanity.

Moonlight reveals itself as an illusion and it

is only those willing to work with the force of

dreams that are able to withstand this

reflective light. Image from: Stevee Postman.

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Which Tarot Card Are You?
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Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"MoonlightYou have moonlight eyes. Moonlight is the color of mystery. Your eyes symbolize your ability to see yourself as others see you. You have finesse for letting other people know what you think. You have a soothing and calming ability that you may or may not know about. You have the awesome ability to draw a person's negative energy out and replace it with a positive energy; the world needs more people like you. Some words to describe you: patient, self-controlled, perseverance, insightful, reflective, understanding, serene, and caring.

Today I went shopping with Laural for Haloween decorations. we had a blast. We spent the rest of the afternoon decorating her house. I have a gig the night of her party, so I'm gonna be late, but I am very much looking forward to it. It is on the 29th. Then on the 31st I'll do a little Samhain ritual with my husband.( I'll write it in the Spells section). I love this time of year!

I went to the movies today. This is a big deal, we usually don't go to the theater. We wait for dvd most of the time. Anyway, we saw" Serenity". I liked it . I dig movies that portray women as strong, yet sensitive and sexy yet (or because she is) dangerous. It was a pretty cool flick.

"The GenePool" was good tonight. I didn't get to see much of it during production so it was a nice and fresh to me. I was able to just sit back , watch it, and laugh in all the right places. He even played my song for me.Sweet.

Today was a pretty good day, or has been so far any way. I had 3 clients today, all haircuts, and then took a drive up to Kingman with my husband.He had to drop of a tape of his show to the T.V. station. We had lunch at Sonic, which is really the only reason I wanted to go with him (the inner fat-girl took over) .

I changed my profile and portfolio around today. I really suck at this web page H.T.M.L. design crap. I wish it wasn't so hard for me to get my vision out. Oh well, I try.

I just finished watching "criminal minds" , it's a new show on CBS, and I am really diggin it so far. It is very well casted and writen. I actually "like " the charactors and care what happenes to them. not bad ,considering this was only the 3rd epesode. I also like the show because of its material. I have such a morbid curiousity and fascination with criminal psycology and deviant psycology. Actually, I kindof have a strange, strong curiousity about a lot of morbid things, I mean look at where I am right now. Hmmmm? What does that say about me? Should I be worried? Should anyone else? I guess we'll have to wait till the morning to find out. If my husband and I both wake up , then, I'll know I'm safe .....for now.

It's a pretty nice day today,not a hot as it has been, I think it is only about 89 degrees now, it may get to the low 100's today ( what do I expect I live in the dessert) but I think those days are really on the way out. I don't have to work today and had planned to just hang around my cave and do nothing in particular, but the nice breeze is beckoning, I may actually get dressed and venture out. I 'll have to jump in the shower first and make myself look a little more alive so I don't scare or offend anyone. It's good to have a plan.