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my mom is getting remarried and i should feel happy but i dont i feel sad. maybe because i know she will close me out of her life when she does... she will ignor me and act like i am not there or here........ where ever .......... i dont know where to go......i am lost......

some times i lie in the dark waiting for something and i dont know what.... i feel like i should be doing some thing and i dont know what... i feel like i should be some where and i dont know where.... i want to be held but i dont have any one to hold me ...... i want to crie but i dont know why........ i feel lost....