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07:08 Mar 31 2006
Times Read: 839

deep in me is a little light she is so feint that i must hide her allthogh is she wise and usefull she has been hurt and broke tomany times she is my innerchild my survialist nature my domiaxtrix my motherly instict sorry for silencing you so long neneka i am coming jessica wake up aris rise for my battle it is time to be true to my self









enjoy my dark children of night

neneka/jessica/aris(dark mother )

04:46 Mar 31 2006
Times Read: 841

04:53 Mar 27 2006
Times Read: 844

today my older adopted brother contacted me it seems me and him have taken diffrent sides in this war to come when it happens i will have to fight him and i dont think i can handle it

03:19 Mar 27 2006
Times Read: 846


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03:07 Mar 26 2006
Times Read: 849

i may be moving out my mom and cousin had another fight i hated it and they fought cause i went to get somthing to eat and did not tell my mom i was leaving and she had told me to not leave but i will be 18 soon so screw it







thanks for letting me rant



love you allways my night children

neneka(dark mother)

07:37 Mar 25 2006
Times Read: 859

as gentle as the winds blowing outside my window i feel emotion i thought i had lost or destroyed are back gods help me and sheild the innocence in what is left of that in this world

03:30 Mar 25 2006
Times Read: 864

07:06 Mar 15 2006
Times Read: 874


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You remain a Dark vampire,you a somewhat quiet, but have a quick temper and feed off of human blood 1-2 a month to keep your status low from mortals, you prefer to hunt alone rather than with others. You go!

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05:09 Mar 15 2006
Times Read: 875

You Are 62% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care. Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

03:54 Mar 15 2006
Times Read: 877

i have been hurting awfully bad my ribs and stomache mainly when i breath or move and my dad called to day wanting to get me to vist him but i am not i allso was threatened with being kicked out all cause i went and hide from my mom

05:00 Mar 13 2006
Times Read: 882

my mom had this online boyfriend and he came to vist and she has been acting diffrent as of late it seems there is word in the family with the adults she may be pregant i wonder what is going to happen to us all









just updateing you my darklings



neneka(dark mother)

06:39 Mar 11 2006
Times Read: 890



How evil are you?

............................OMFG I KILL HIM.......
06:04 Mar 11 2006
Times Read: 894

today i found out that one of my dad's old friends commited himself and claimed when he was fourteen he was raped and beaten by my dad and i heard my dad bragging over the phone it makes me worry about my little brother and big brother i swear i am gonna make him pay some how folks oh yea did i mention he is going to prison for refusing to pay child support :)









to my children sorry about the fume

neneka (dark mother )

03:54 Mar 11 2006
Times Read: 896

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Which FF Character Are You?

abit about me
04:35 Mar 09 2006
Times Read: 903

What is your name?

jessica but everyone calls me aris ,neneka or orca



How old are you?:



ask me in a pm





When is your Birthday?:



read my profile



What is your zodiac sign?:





scorpio



Where were you born?:



orlando



Where do you live now?:





pelham

What color eyes do you have?:





Blue



What color hair do you have?:



black but my blond is coming back in :((





How tall are you?:



about 5"6



How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies):

no clue i have not had my weight taken in awhile i wear a 6in ahalf to a size 8 though





What is your race?:



mutt



Do you think you are pretty?





not really sorry





What is your worst fear?:



nothing i have too much to worry about to fear anything



Do you smoke?:



no



Do you drink?:



Yes



Do you cuss?:



fuck yea



Do you use drugs?:



no



Have you ever or will you ever steal?:



maybe



Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?:

i like to think and hope so

Do you play in a band or play an instrument?:





i play bass guitar



Do you have any tattoos and/or piercing’s?:



i have my ears pierced and i plan on getting a tattoo



If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?:



i tell you when i choose one



Do you suffer from depression disorder?:



i dont know



If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?:



in honer



Have you ever tried to commit suicide?:is that any of your buisness



Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?:



yes but i and them deserved it



What subculture do you belong too?:



occult and other things



Are you evil?:



depends in what mood you catch me



Do you believe that you can be possessed?:



Yes



Are you a paranoid person?:



somewhat



Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?:



yes but you need to ask me in a pm for details



Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?:



i can be ;p



Are you a violent person?:



depends what you do to make me upset



Do you take your anger out on other people?:



sometimes only when they try to hurt some one i care for



Do you blame other people for your mistakes?:



no i dont think so



What is your favorite game?:

ummm i dont have a favorite



What is your favorite movie?:



omen ,hellraiser,alot of diffrent animes,and some others come ask me or read my profile



Who is your favorite band?:



i like a variety read my profile

What is your favorite song?:



umm beast'sblood and pop is dead and people hate me also dope hat ;p



What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?:alot i mainly write my own stories







What is your favorite color?:



BLACK and blood red



What is your favorite food?:



umm gyro's



What is your favorite drink?:





wine coolers ;p



Do you own a pair of converse?:

...no



Do you own a pair of dickies?:



nope ;p



Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?:



yes



Are you a virgin?:

none of your buisness



Are you kinky?:

i have had people say i am



Do you like biting?:



YES



Do you masturbate?:



...



Do you watch pornography?:



twice



Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?:



Yea



Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?:



...

Are you hyperactive person?:



maybe ;p



Are you religious?:



depends come talk to me



Do you have any self inflicted scars?:



yes but that is a personal thing



Does pain turn you on?:



depends ;p



Do you stand for originality and creativity?:

ofcourse



Do you like meeting new people?:

sometimes



What do you like most about life?:

my friends vr some of my family my music my art my thoughts lots of stuff



What do you dislike most about life?:



alot some which i can not mention



Do you believe in love at first fright?:



depends i have had many bad incounters with lust and love



Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?:

yea i repeirced my ear when i was 10

Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?:



once when my dad thought iweight too much my weight was 60 pounds at the time the basterd



Do you own a car?:

maybe

Have you been to jail, yet?:



No



Are your clothes held together with safety pins?:

some of them



Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?:



no:((



Have you ever vomit while making out?:



nope



Have you held a job for less than a day?:



never



Do you own more than two pair of jeans?:

i only own two pairs sorry



Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?:



depends but yea once



Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?:



threatened



Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?:



No



Does the world piss you off?:



no only most of the people in it

21:33 Mar 08 2006
Times Read: 904



Your Cloak is White. You're an angel with


fangs!







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07:55 Mar 07 2006
Times Read: 907

06:03 Mar 02 2006
Times Read: 910



You are a calm and calculating vampire.



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05:05 Mar 02 2006
Times Read: 911



Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday


that you have to deal with, which is making


you sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side


when you truly need them and no one ever


will. Everything is hopeless and tragic and


you keep yearning for the day you will be


free from pain. Love is unlikely to happen to


you because you isolate yourself and are


suspicious of peoples motives. You stand in


the shadows of the world, watching what you


can never have. The bruises you carry never


seems to heal, your mind is dark and no one


seems to understand or wants to help. As


always, you will be alone in the world,


fighting your dark thoughts by yourself.



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