Friday was horrible. I unintentionally stayed up all night the night before.. so I went to bed around 6:30 - 7am. I ended up getting up around 10:30 when the bf came home upset. I ended up falling back to sleep for awhile... but got up only an hour or so later.
My brakes were fucky, so a friend called his brother, who is a mechanic, and described the problem. We went to lunch, and I lost my wallet. I then could not get ahold of work to let them know I couldn't come in. The suggestion that we received ended up not being the problem.
It doesn't sound that bad typing this out, but I was a wreck... probally from the lack of sleep.
Today has been much much better. I think I slept for about 12 hours. I know that's also bad.. but whatever. I went to a mechanic and it turns out I had a loose hose on my brake booster. Some silicon sealent was put on it, and it should be "dry" withen 20 minutes.
My brakes feel a lot better already.. my day feels a lot better as well.
The good: I talked with my nurse practicioner and we agreed that maybe it was time to see a nurologist and get me off the medication I've been on for the last 9 years.
The bad: I just lost my health insurance and can't seem to find anyone who will sell me any short term.
The ugly: Damned clouds rolled in so now it's humid as well as hot... bleh!
So I've gotten a job.. it's delivering pizza, but it's amazing how just such a simple job seems to give a sense of purpose again.
I've looked at my finances, and things are going okay... not great, but manageable.
Once I get my first paycheck and start paying some bills.. I think I'll be able to say things are good again.
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