well when i was a kid i promised that i wouldnt be like my dad....i promised myself that everyday....but when i got addicted to the drugs and alcohol...my life faded....i got devin back, i still agree that my life wasnt the same...i couldnt do all of the stuf i use to do...Devin was still mad at me for switching to drugs...but what ever....u see the main person that got me hooked on it was one of my ex bfs...JORDAN WILBANKS!!!he was the bigest pot head and got me into it....i love it though, i dont dinie that....i continued cigarettes because it soon became a subsitution for pot......i went through enjoying my bad ways and how i did things....i rebeled against everyone.....today i sit in wondering if things could have been different. I did quit smoking eventually, but it was way hard let me tell u.....
i did quit pot to ....tht was a lot easier than cigarettes.....but i am the bigest drinker still....hahahaha..lol.....
COMMENTS
-
netta
08:04 Mar 06 2011
I didnt write this journal yet it comes up as being on my journal...how interesting.