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My dad just recently died && Im kinda fucked up right now. But hopefully I'll be able to get threw this, but it seems so unreal at the moment. Im so tired && weak. I dont know were my mind is. I cant find what was once mine. I miss the past. I wish I was different. I wish I wasnt the way I am. I have hurt so many people that I wish I never have hurt. I miss most of them. && I wish I could make things better. I wish I could go back in time && change what I said to everyone && spend more time with my dad. But I'm not god. I'm not anyone.

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Sinora
15:33 Jan 05 2009

I'm sorry for your loss, but even sorrier that you seem to have such a low opinion of yourself. *Hugs*

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