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I finally got to see the Transformers movie. It was FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!! As always after watching movies like that, my mind is racing. They always give me inspiration, unfortunately I won't be able to use any of it til my mind slows down.

I'm feeling very lonely right now, I wish she were online. *sighs* I know she has Melissa there and has other things to do, but still, I wish she were here. I've become a little addicted to her.

Well, they decided to hire me, and it may sound arrogant, but I'm not surprised. I'll start at $9 an hour or $9.50 depending on which of the 2 positions they decide they need me for most. I'm still trying to find a job up near Toronto, I need to remember to call the one place on monday. Hope had come up that even though I can't move there yet that I would at least be able to visit, but unfortunately that won't work because of money and now probably work. On the brightside I can save up money til I move there. Once I get a job offer I'll apply for a work permit, and then things will be just about perfect. Hopefully I'll still be able to visit between now and then, or maybe I should say hopefully not, in the sense that hopefully it will come quick enough that there won't be time. lol Anyway, lata.

I don't know what the deal is, I'm in a fairly good mood, yet... I went and shot some pool, just a couple practice games. VERY disatisfying. I feel like crushing an oponent, I need contest and good competition. *sighs*

Things are starting to look up, I've got an interview in the morning at 9. Pay should be a little better than my last job.I had something else that I was going to put in here, but for some reason I can't remember. *sighs* Oh well.

Well, good news, I don't have to have a temporary residence, bad news, I do have to have a work permit in order to get a job there. It takes app 40 days according to the CIC website. Well, I guess I need to do some job searching then. There are a couple of third shift jobs at local grocery stores I'm going to look at, one I know pays $10+ an hour. If I get one of those hopefully I'll be able to save up more money before I leave.

Damn it all! How could I have been such an idiot. I didn't think to do further research after the initial plans changed. I fucked up, she should be mad at me. I think she's more bummed than anything. I feel like punching me, I deserve it. There may yet be light at the end of the tunnel though.

Me: I wanted to talk to you.



Father: Ok, what about?



Me: Well, I've got definite plans to move. I've been talking to Christina, and I've decided move there.



Father: When are you doing that?



Me: At the end of July

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Me: Well, in that case, we were thinking the 27th, so it'll be then.



And he says that I didn't tell him shit, fuck, my guess is that he wasn't paying attention and doesn't remember. Then he DEMANDS (and this pisses me off, he has no right to anymore than I am willing to tell him) to know details, and won't let me talk long enough to tell them. RRRRRRRG!

So, I sorta got in a fight tonight. Dumb jack asses don't know how to take no for an answer, and of course I have to play Mr. Nice guy and step in. Fucker took a swing at me, so, I swung back. ok, I actually jabbed back, one right to the throat, and that was the end of it. *sighs* dumb ass.

I went to Wal-mart to buy some new shoes finally, on my way home I stopped at a Kum&Go. Ironically, there was a truck pulling in right a head of me, guess what their liscense plate said... Ontario. So you can imagine my immediate interest. As I walk up to the counter with a soda, I notice the passenger of the truck is right in front of me, so I start talking to him.



Me: Hey, I noticed your liscense plat said Ontario. Are you from around Toronto?



Canadian: *mistrustful look* Yeah



Me: Not by any chance from Mississauga are you?



Canadian: *turns and looks at me with interest* Yeah



Me: hmm. I don't suppose near Square one?



Canadian: *takes a step back, looks at me like I'm a freak* Who are you?



I explained a bit of course, but that was just too unreal so I had to put it in writing.

Shari: Your sister's coming to visit tomorrow, so we're gonna wake you up early to help clean the house.





My thoughts: Fuck that, I don't use any part of this place beyond my room and the bathroom unless necessary. When I do use the rest of the house, I clean up after myself so that I don't leave a mess. All this shit is YOURS!! If you want it clean than do as I do, or get off your lazy fucking asses and clean it yourselves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling frustrated, antagonistic, and lonely. As a result I think I'm being a lil mean and unfair. I dunno what the prob is. I kinda feel like crying even though I'm actually happy. How can I feel all this at once? I know what it is. When I'm in my "don't give a shit mode" I get like this when I get emotional, even if they're good emotions.

Ok, it's time for me to stop procrastinating.



Things to do tomorrow:

Clean out car

Buy new pair of shoes

Buy new pants

Do ALL my laundry

Plan a route to Toronto

Call my aunt in my home town to see if she'll go to the court house and pick up my birth certificate, or maybe wait til the 27th and pick it up on the way

I got to work today to find an unpleasant note from my assistant mngr berating me for not having some work done the night before, sad thing is, it was work that isn't even mine, in fact, some of it is hers. So, I left one back, it's me of course I did. When she got there she questioned me about it. Interesting encounter. We were having a mellow, civilized argument about it. Finally she jsut dropped it, five minutes later we were all buddy-buddy again. Based on the way she was acting the rest of the night I think she realized she was in the wrong. I hope she did anyway, I fucking hate getting lectured by someone for not doing their work.

So, my brother has rejoined our ranks. I'm happy, I think it will be good for him

I'm feeling a little on the lonely/bored side tonight. I have hardly talked to my Darling yesterday and today not at all yet. I feel like I need to get out and do something, not gonna happen though. *sighs* ah well, 12 days!! omg, YAY! lol ok, sorry, just turned midnight and that hit me.

I'm at work and the phone rings



Me: *answers phone* Casey's Carry-out Pizza, may I take your order?



Customer: HI, you deliver to 402 4th street right?



Me: No



Customer: Which Casey's Carry-out does?



Me: None



Customer: None of them deliver here?



Me: No Casey's delivers at all.



Customer: *hangs up on me*







What part of Casey's CARRY-OUT Pizza is so hard to understand?

Sat 2-11

Sun 3-11

Mon off

Tues 4-9

Wed 9-4

Thu off

Fri3-11

Sat 1-11

*sighs* I'm feeling a lil bummed. I'm feeling frustrated too, why can't some people just back off and leave shit be? To make it worse, I'm bored as hell. Ugh, lol, wow, it was an ok day but I feel kinda shitty.

Wow, this is my third post today, that's more than I ususally do in a week. Well, I was noticing that my pants are getting loose, booya. I know this might sound a little girlish, but someone noticed today and that made me kinda happy. Not sure where it's going though, I don't eat right, I eat a lil too much sometimes, and I don't exercise enough. Perhaps my metabolism is finally recovering from the meds that I used to take. I should eat better and I'm going to start soon. The only reason I eat the way I do now is because it's cheap and it means that I have to spend very little time in the main part of the house. Once that isn't a worry, I'll be able to start eating real food without stress. I should have planned to move out sooner, but, you know me, I like to procrstinate some things.

Ok, I've always been the kind of guy that goes without luxury when I can't afford necessities. If I couldn't afford to pay a bill then I didn't buy any extras like soda or w/e. Maybe I'm over-reacting, but it really annoys me when someone says they can't afford rent, then goes and pays for cable and whatnot, and after that asks to borrow money from me for extra shit like pop. Why don't they drink water? "I don't like the water here" boo-fuckin-hoo, I don't like it either, but I still drink it, not even because of money but because it's healthier and I drink too much soda. So instead of begging me to buy you a soda, get up off your fat-lazy ass and get a cup of water!

ONLY 2 WEEKS LEFT, YAY!!!!!!!!!! Ok, lol, composure regained.

I've been kinda selfish the last couple days, especially yesterday. I was in a mind funk most of the day. Even though she says it doesn't bother her, it does me, I shouldn't be like that. I'm over whatever it was now. I'm still gonna pick on her for being late though, lol, just in my nature to be mischievous. Anywho, I have to work at 5, blah, oh well. Well, gotta go switch my laundry to the dryer and then I'm gonna work on my travel route.

Do people ever actually read their coupons before they got o use them? A customer came into my store today adn wanted to buy a pack of Camel Lights and when he noticed we had them on buy 2 get 1 free he went for that. Then he goes out to his car and grabs a couple of .75 off coupons and wants to use both, written in small yet bold print right on the front of the coupon is "Limit One Coupon PER PERCHASE" I tell heim "Sorry, you can only use one of these at a time" and he says "But I'm buying 2 packs" me "Yes, but it says one coupon per purchase, so I can't use them both on the same transaction" the customer was very rude and disrespectful after that, the last thing he said before leaving, "I'm never coming back to this fucking store again" I wanted to shout good, but... Then there are these stupid fuckers who toss their money on the counter, hello, the counter doesn't run the register, the counter won't cash out your transaction, have some fucking respect and hand it to the PERSON! Damn that drives me nuts!

Write something in your journal for goodness sake......or do my story :P

Im Stalking you muwhahahahah

Heh ha ha, I've used my code umpteem million times this morning and she hasn't even noticed! lol, sorry, just had to.

Last night I went and bought a mic for my computer, so we did a video voice chat. It was awesome, it was almost like being there with her. We both fell asleep like that, I haven't slept that well in a while.

I've got my own code now and I'm not even going to indicate when I'm using it. *sticks tongue out playfully* lol

Oh my fucking god! People are so fucking stupid! Pay attention, think before you ask questions, and don't be so fucking lazy! Another thing, if you don't or can't get your work done, don't get annoyed or pissed at me because I can't!