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Favorites:

relish (and I don't mean pickle relish, yick)

no worries

savour

amorous

crimson

that's life

fuck

waa



Othes I just say oftem:

stupid thing

thingamajiggy

damn it

GREEN MEANS GO BITCH! (I'm sure everyone can figure this one out)

mother fucker

don't make me beat you (this is said in jest)

ya know what? fuck it





that's it for right now, I'll add more later

I just noticed tonight that someone is stalking me, I wonder who it is. Unfortunately I can't afford a premium membership right now. hmm, ah well.

This part on May 24 app. 1 a.m.

This is a little frustrating. I've never had a problem asking a girl out on a date or expressing my feelings. I am now, I'm attracted to her but I'm a little afraid of what her reaction would be. If she isn't interested I could handle that, but I don't want her to get freaked. I've had a couple of friends who have gone through this and I advised them "Just tell her, you'll regret it if you don't. If she's not interested and/or you feel rejected by her reaction, just act like it never happened the next time you see her." I am having trouble taking my own advice.





This part on May 24 at 9:40 a.m.



I'm an idiot, honestly, nothing negative would come from this. I just have trouble taking my own advice sometimes though, I'm over my nervousness now.





May 31 at 12:26 a.m.

After some procrastination and urging from a friend, lol, I have finally said something. I feel good, happy.

I was baby sitting for a girl I used to work with, I do from time to time. To be honest, the first time I did was because I wanted to score some brownie points. Now I do it because she is my friend and he is a great kid. He gave me a little shock tonight, we were watching Ice Age and suddenly I hear "Can we play something dad?" This was a bit of a surprise to me, that was the only time he called me dad the whole night. I'm not sure if this is good or bad.