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What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger
04:47 Feb 19 2018
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These days have been blended

They don't seem to end or start

It's like a rolling stop, when you actually never physically "stop"

It's my way of living, I know nothing different.

Like my mommy said today:
"You've been like this since you were 15"

*shrugs*

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Guess I've not found someone yet to keep me still.

Perhaps that's the bigger issue.

Meh...

What doesn't kill us, makes us stronger. Period.

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07:38 Feb 15 2018
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I'm really getting sick of losing someone close to me...

I can't even count how many friends have died in the last couple years, but more in the last 6 months.

Another today lost to early...only 33, a young man I've known since he was 5.
Countless hours listening to his pain...
Countless "teaching" him how to change his life...
Endless hugs, endless tears.

He was addicted for many years of his young life, started off "partying" then it became anything but a party.
He cleaned his ways...and STAYED CLEAN! Everything he wanted he WORKED for and obtained it all back and then some.

God...my heart hurts.

I still have many of his texts, emails....where he is pouring his soul out =(

I miss you...you're still always be my success story that DID MAKE IT.

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