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Just Another Day.......
19:27 Feb 24 2005
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well today was just like any other- boring as hell! except for recording the song i wrote- which was awesome!!! and my friend adam (aka the suffering) and his band r getting on well- they r recording a single! iam so pleased! for them! thats about it for today- if i think of anything else... i might add it

Again there is no title for this...............
18:55 Feb 22 2005
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well- no one will proberly care about what iam about to say but hey i can live with that-



On Friday night i went out drinking with some friends- and i was walking home ( yes by myself- yes it was a stupid idea) and this drunk/stoned lunatic comes up from behind me and starts to beat the shit out of me- and i didnt even know who this guy was- it wasnt that serious- i just ended up with a bropken rib- and a swallon arm- but i will live- but the thing is- i got attacked the other day- which was more serious- but im not going to bitch about that- when people dont wanna know- and i am finding it hard to tell a certain person my feelings for him. i do love him a lot- but him living so far away from me really doesnt help .....

19:03 Feb 21 2005
Times Read: 622

this is a song i wrote about someone a while ago- and thought i should put it on here:



Conquering Love





While I’m dreaming, I can feel you by my side

I can feel you close to me, and I’ am close to you



I never want, to wake up from this dream

Because my love for you, is too strong to let go



(Chorus)



When I look into your eyes, I feel the love burning inside

It’s like a flame that will never go out

And when I awake, I know this feeling

That you are by my side will end

But at least I know my love for you will remain



Love… it is such… a strong word

But words can’t describe, the way I feel about you

But someday, somehow, when …. We meet

I know… words wont be enough



(Chorus)



One……… day.. As soon as we touch each other

We will both see how much we love each other

And when… that day comes

We will look into each other, hold each other

And never let go



- Chorus- and verse 3- fades to end

this has no title.......
17:43 Feb 21 2005
Times Read: 628

well i dont know how to explain this-but i will try my best to explain it properly



when you really care for someone, and i mean really care for someone, someone you really like, you let emotions get in the way, and it really doesnt help when you live miles apart- and when you do talk to them either on the phone or online- you cant find anything to say- you are somehow stuck for words/ stuck for things to say- you cant explain to them or even to yourself- and when they try to contact you- you may let emotions and these feelings i have just explained get in the way- and you feel bad afterwards and you just hope that they understand this- how do you overcome this? ..............................................................

The Pain Remains
21:42 Feb 19 2005
Times Read: 633

This is a song i wrote- about someone who has caused you so much pain and suffering- and you can never brake free from it :.....





The Pain Remains





Ten thousand times I have fought this pain, fought this anger

Pain is a part of life; it pierces through me and changes forever

It never allows me to return to my past, but to dwell in this suffering



I open my arms and let this sword pierce my soul and it breaks

It break my soul and my heart, it breaks the barrier apart

I let it burn my soul apart, the toxins are flowing

Through my injured body, I can’t brake free



(Chorus)



I want to experience the pain you put me through

To try to realise what is was that made you hurt me

Did you realise the pain you put me through

The suffering, the pain and the torment

The pain and suffering you put me through was like a dark cloud

You can’t ever get away from what you have become



This pain is like a cold cloud of suffering

Something that I cant brake free from,

I haunts me , taunts me to cause myself more pain

Like the pain you caused upon my life

But I know no pain will ever compare

To the pain that you caused



(Chorus)



I hope that the day comes, that you will realise what you have done

That someone will cause you the pain and the suffering you caused me

Proberly you will then realise what pain means

To be alone, with no one to help you,

I want you to feel the humiliation that you made me feel

The pain and the suffering you made me feel

You made me suffer this much pain; you made me endure it

You made me life with this memory, this memory of suffering

But now it’s your turn



(Chorus, verse 1, then chorus again- fades to end)

In Love................
22:00 Feb 15 2005
Times Read: 642




when you are in love with someone you care so much about- you'd do anything for them- absolutely anything- and some times - you get nervous- you cant explain it- to you or them- and when they call- and you see on your phone screan- their number calling you- your heart skips a few beats- you may get breathless- and you feel if you get too close to them- you will lose them- it doesnt matter- what any1 says that feeling is always there- and when you are seperated by miles it just makes it a whole lot worse- you miss them all through out the day- when you are either at work , at home, or in your place of education- you just cant wait to talk to that person you truly love- but when they do cal- you dont answer- you just get nervous again- but how do you overcome this feeling- this thought - this emotion?- and what do you do about the long distance? .......................... but your heart tells you its all going to be ok- that you will overcome this feeling- this emotion........

Music.........
20:13 Feb 09 2005
Times Read: 652

well i have kinda split from my band, it just wasnt working out!!!!!!



so iam going it alone- which iam ok about- of course i want to be in a band- has always been my dream but untill then- i am going solo!



well in the past week i have written two songs- one of them called annihilation and the other called dark blood-



the only thing i need to do now is to learn how to play guitar- then iam on my way!!!