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ever lie awake in the middle of the night, sleep has abandoned you for the second night in a row and you feel completly and utterly alone?



yea thats me right now.

I lay here and wish i had that special someone that i see so many people with. That someone who would choose me over all else though i would never ask. The one who would know my feelings without me saying a word. He who with just a look could set my soul a flame.



These are the nights i hate the most. The nights that bring my hearts deepest desires and wants hurtling forward, when i try to hard to keep them back. The nights i could live without.



At times like these i wish i never experianced love,wish i never knew what it ment to love someone so entirley that everything was them. Than i wouldnt know what it was like to be without it, or want it again. Id yern for it but wouldnt know how cruel it could be.



*sigh*

what is the point of Love? when you have it most throw it away and when you dont you beg for it. You fear to live without it and fear to loose it.



I need a brownie, and a warm glass of milk...maybe that will stop this attack of emotions and hopefully tomarrow i will be myself again..... i hope

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TheVampyreNico
05:08 Aug 27 2011

Sounds to me you just need a big hug and to say," there there everything will be alright."

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Lordpeace
17:04 Oct 14 2011

never fear you will find it again

most of the times it happens

when you are least expecting it

just know to accept it with its pain and tears

dont be afraid of loving

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