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I have never believed in regretting one's past or decision one has made, but at this moment I am regretting a choice I have made. I do not enjoy the feeling of not belonging somewhere or being the imposing party and when such a feeling is pushed upon me well.....needless to say I am not appeased.



Instead of telling the person of this feeling it is best I just keep it to myself for I am in no mood to be ridiculed for my feelings, because this person cannot understand why I feel as I do, yet expects that there actions are both understood and accepted. *sighs*



I feel more hurt than anything, which is worse than being angry, I prefer anger that feeling is one easily delt with but....being hurt is not. For the second time in my life I regret a decision I have made and here I stand......lay......I want no part of this and wish I was...could be different but I can't.....this is me and.....though I wish to be accepted I know....



There is no such thing

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ariesxxPassion
13:19 Sep 23 2011

I don't have regrets as I believe that everything is a lesson, but I do understand what you are saying and must tell you that you are not alone~

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r0yaltysfin3st
13:25 Sep 23 2011

I am the same way I do not regret because you cannot learn from regret,you learn from accepting your experiance and growing.but at the moment tis just how I feel and it is quite frustrating.

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Ladybloodrosesilvermaine
07:51 Oct 05 2011

If you cannot be accpeted by anyone they are not worth knowing. You are special and no one should say anything different no one has that right.

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EasternStar
01:35 Oct 09 2011

people are like this. cause for them had been harder or easier can never really understand how we feel and tend to preach. I have my innest desires which i can never talk with someone i thought as a best friend cause she had been there and felt it she think I can do like her being strong and accept certain situation. so that is why I choose to keep it till i find someone understandable ear

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Lordpeace
16:59 Oct 14 2011

i am sorry for you to feel that you cant communicate or would be ridculed for communicating is hard very hard

i understand because i have been in that situation where my better half was unable to communicate her feelings

i finally took the time to draw them out of her but this is something that must happen in a relationship you have to be able to communicate

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Ok y'all have to make up youur fucking minds because this shit is driving me insane! Either you want a girl who is going to miss you when you are gone and wish to speak to you because she misses the sound of your voice or you don't! Don't say one thing and mean another!

Don't be fucking hypocrites! You don't want your girl to freak when you fail to answer her calls or tex's but if you call and she dosnt respond her phone has who knows how many missed calls, vmails and texs! Come on man!

Y'all need to sit down with yourselves and figure out what it is y'all really want out of a relationship! Cuz when you say you want one thing and get it and the person gets yelled at for it that's how you winde up in an argument and pushing the other away! Stop the bullshit figure out wtf u want and than be truthful with your significant other fuck .

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colemack13
02:46 Sep 12 2011

very well said...

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So I've been listening to many people talking to me about there mates, and things they would like in a mate and so far I've herd the same things honesty,loyalty,take care of eachother/be eachothers support system, have a family, good in bed exc exc. Now while I agree with these things I believe there is one thing in a relationship that partners should have. It is something I look for in a mate and which I always give.



I feel one should always Push there mate. Not as in push them to get upset or anything but push them forward. Drive them to be what you know they could be. Itts a sad truth that people do not know there worth and live below it,as someones mate you see there true potential and push them towards it, not by harsh means but by support. It is easier to reach your goals and surpass them when you have someone by your side whom loves and believes in you who will catch you when you fall and push you to stand and move forward again.



As a mate I want my mate not to be something for me but for himself, for him to see the value he has as I do. There is no greater pleasure than to know you have influenced,guided and helped the person who holds your soul in there hands.



When you are mated though youare individuals you are now 1, I speak not of bf/gfs exc exc I speak of true mates life mates/soul mates. You seek to make the other better not for your own personal gain but because they mean so much to you that all you want is for them to excell. To see the light and happiness in there face to know they have crossed a thresh hold they never thought possible and know you have helped them there.



My duty as a mate is to make sure you reach and surpass the goals and dreams you have set for yourself. For you to understand why my heart belongs to you, why the universe has seen fit for us to be. A mate is not chosen for what they are or what they have but what they are in your eyes and making them see it as you do.

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birra
11:58 Sep 09 2011

I agree. It is a horrible feeling knowing the person you are with holds you back, instead of pushing you forward to achieve your goals.



Or, at least supports you and shares in your goals and desires...

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TheVampyreNico
03:54 Sep 18 2011

I agree with your views on this.

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