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part two lol 2/
22:16 Feb 19 2009
Times Read: 632

I seriously have a fairy god mother who likes to use a toaster oven over my head.



I get my teeth done and I get this omg wonderful gift of hot cocoa and truffles and all I can think is bloody hell screw it!



Naws and savors a truffle thank you DA! OMG I love it!!!!!!!!



bad raja I know but omg GODIVA IS THIS CATNIP AND THEN SOME..

2/19/09
13:29 Feb 19 2009
Times Read: 637

Well today already is a good day. I am off for five days! I am going to the dentists to get my teethies cleaned and fixed.

Ponderings and wonderings

Why I think Nekki a co work at work is evil

• She uses cell phone all the time at work and never gets busted for it

• She uses the internet for her own use and never gets busted for that

• She gets paid to talk most of her day away and does less in the day then I do

• She talks negatively at work about everyone

• She fratanizes with the managers and is loved dearly for that.

• And gets less done then I

And she gets paid for that? I work professionally and want not anything to do with gossip at work. I do so I my job fully and see this is what is the kicker she gets paid more than I.

She acts christain and a godly woman and yet she does all that. They say evil is good I believe in this case good is evil.



It is raining hard and beautifully right now but my dog does not like the lightening or thunder so he is abit off in personality.

He is worried and knows I am leaving but when and why and such oh my god he does not know and does not like it. He sees my shoes on and well gets worked up if he is not going with me he is stuck here listening to a cd I leave on for him.

So he knows he is loved and has back round noise and (snickering) has the kitty to play with. BUT I leave and wooooooowoooo

He howls and cries like he was being hurt and such. The guilt he puts in that howl gets me every time.



Time to get the fangs fixed



Have a great happy paw day

Raja

2/17/08
01:19 Feb 18 2009
Times Read: 639

I am amazed what cubical hell can be when you actually are calm in the midst of the storm. everyone worries and wonders what the heck is up?

muhahahaha I love it.

Why? For people fear people who are sooooo nice that you know the other party is guilty of something and you let it eat at them until it gets so bad that you had to laugh on the way home.

That would be me...

Patty white las like I somehow got a hold of an email she should not have . So Zack and I are in trouble for talking on the emails and such. Final warning and yes they can fire you for that. I was like okay I take responsibility for the email but I need see what you see for frankly there was alot of email and if you only saw a portion of it you need to know the whole story behind it.

Patty showed everyone but Wanda and Zack and I. Which is really interesting for if we are to be quiet why is she not being quiet about it and showing people our business? Gossip is a huge part of her world and let me tell you the more she talks the more I have been seriously positive about things. I was like so sticky sweet to her she was like okay what is wrong why is Tara not pissed off at me like Zack? I played her like a violin to the point she might start smoking again for she was wrong and knows it.

Which makes me think haha she had shown alot of people.

Do I care?

Nope. I hate everyone equally until you prove me wrong that is far and few inbetween on a level positive at work. They have not proved me right yet. LOL

So I am in my own happy world not giving a shit about anything that Patty sent or what others say and people are freakin like ummmmm okay what is wrong with this picture? She should be scared... Why isnt she?

I have to say My Gods are on my side and if I am let go of for that my life will go on with out them lol and I will not have to worry about them. I was hoping that they would so I could leave with out a trace and go from there but then I was like damn it I have to hold off... A bit more and I need a new job before I can just up and leave...

So I sit and wait for tomorrow

WEG

make those mundanes dance for me lol



purrs and paws

Tara

2/15/09
03:31 Feb 16 2009
Times Read: 642

Dezzy came over and chose a book I have not seen lol out since preteens and she wanted to learn the Black Dragon . I looked at her and asked her to pick another book for this one is for a later learning she did and it was more what I was hoping she was able to take in. She is an adorable child but a book like that at this age. I know I was not ready for the leather bound book at 11years old when it was handed down to me and I looked at it today and thought wow it has been along time. I opened its pages and thought damn I was an evil child lol

Eyebrow raised awoke an old dragon inside me out. Teehee. There are not many orignal books like this one and well I had people ask to pay and arm an a leg for it but frankly it is not for sale nor will it ever be. I had one crazy woman offer me 100,000.00 for the book . The book is not that old nor is it worth that much she just does not want to go thru the rites and the order it belongs to. The true order. Some claim to have a copy of the real one. Heck it is like the necro book. Eyebrow raised.. I have books that yes men would pay dearly for but at what price are you willing to take a book from an order you know nothing about and make your own faith out of it?

If I have a child it would go to my child if not my sister's. We were raised different then most and our history is diferent then most.

So I shined my dragon pendant I had on it and smiled. I am going to really wig the mundanes tomorrow.:)



I also found her looking at my first book of shadows wow that was interesting trip back to memory lane,



WEG



curls into kitty ball fluff and looks out muhahaha

silence is bliss . Keeper of secrets for a reason :)

They don't name me Raja for an unknown reason. Smiles it is for the very interesting books I do own and why? As some were raised christain. I was not.



Tonight was turned into trademaster of our coven. I was in shock and very happy about it. It makes me know that I am doing well in the coven and I am trust worthy of such a title.

She knows I want my own coven one day when that happens a long time from now I shall have only 13 in my coven for a coven I plan to have is going to be about knowledge of 17 religions into one. Might be bigger not sure lol when it happens, it will in by in the gods time and it will be a coven of a different kind.





Amon imotep all!



waves niters to readers



Raja

I went to tt ow for a wedding...
21:11 Feb 14 2009
Times Read: 652

okay I was going to a bowling alley for a wedding me and my friend Tim got omg lost and the bowling alley is named batt and bowl

When we found it it says tt ow

as seen here....





That looks like tt ow to me and omg was I pissed we were late for the sign does not say batt bowl.



Then of course my friend and I were laughing for the name alone ttow could be omg funny alone but no it gets better

We walked in to a room full of people who were redneck like and I felt my IQ draining as we sat there.



Then you here the sister's coming down the alley







then the mother and bride down the alley







and you guessed the groom was at the lane they met at











vows







rings







they kissed then bowled











then pictures



bride and groom





wedding people







stuff on table







the cake







So if you have never been to a wedding like this now you have.

For omg that was the weirdest thing I have ever been to. Valentine's day is no longer the day my husband died. But is when I went to tt ow and saw what redneck loveeeeeeeeeeee is all about.

I love my friend Sabrina to bits but omg I am never getting married...EVER. If I do it is not going to be at the ttow.... ya'll come back here ya hear?? Reminds me of my family from MS!!!!!!!!!



shivers

I need a shower for the crazy crap I just went through.



shakened and stirred



Raja

02/14/09
16:17 Feb 14 2009
Times Read: 655






Today has been a day of people getting stuff for V day ahead of time it is adorable sort of . :P



I am glad to see people get stuff for V day don’t get me wrong and yes I got stuff cards and candies from others but I guess people really don’t understand V day is for st valentine who died for his belief in Christ and knowing this he helped couples be married in a church of Christ when people have been in those days considered crazy for Christians and had to hide their faith for in those days Catholics where not liked at all.



Anyways he got notes from people of his faith and of the church by doves that were sent to his jail and send it to him that he is in their prayers before he dies. He died and on the wall he wrote don’t forget your valentine.

So this day of toys, chocolates, diamonds and romance cards have turned his death into a mockery of that faith. It is a hallmark day like sweetest day. GONE very bad.



Why do I tell this wee tale of history? For it is in his blood that he died for his faith. And no matter your faith are your willing to die for your faith? Do you believe in your god and really feel him or her?



I know I am .



Do you really feel your faith?



HUGS



Raja

part two of 2/12/08
02:18 Feb 13 2009
Times Read: 660

we have a pair of love battys in our coven that is adorable and well they are just the cutest now I am listening to country

ummmmm blah



We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes

And the flashback starts

I'm standing there

On a balcony of summer air



See the lights,

See the party, the ball gowns

I see you make your way through the crowd

You say hello

Little did I know



That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don't go, and I said:



Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes



So I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while



Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don't go and I said:



Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes



Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real,

Don't be afraid

We'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,



I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:



Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head, I don't know what to think

He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring



And said:



Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress

It's a love story baby just say yes



Oh, oh, oh



Oh, oh, oh, oh



Cause we were both young when I first saw you



yes you get to feel the country song too lol If I have it in my head you have it too...

NAH

So I went to the dentist today and wow teeth cleaning wicked evil grin tasted blood in the mouth all day long yum

smiles and they are white and pearly..

then I had an interview with Blood alliance and it was cool so I was amazed in what they were offering and have to find out more but they want me. weg

Then went to the Pcos dr and the nurse was there and goodness she was surprised how thin I looked even though I was not loosing weight I lost five sizes last time she saw me. She almost died and said what are you doing? I said working out five times a week why?

She said you are beautiful girl!

I smiled and thanked her. Years ago I would have been like whatever... When I was a size 18 in highschool it was like I was goregous and did not even know it so I know when I get to that size I wont take it for granted is all.

Why? I used to think I was ugly for that is what my mother would tell me.

I used to believe her now her old programs are gone and I am glad that I went thru it for I learned from it all of it.

From putting me in ballet to sports.

She wanted to see me fail. For as a child I was heavy. I danced better then most of the thin ones and the teacher said if you get her to loose weight we could get her a scholarship. Four years of it and I never knew until the teacher asked why I have not lost weight this is a 12 year old not knowing this. SO I battled my weight for years and I realized when modeling at 18 - 24 I was big beautiful and a woman. I am not a princess, I am not vain, I just like myself now. NOW if I had that at 16 and early 20's I think I would be and I am glad I am humble.

I am me and I love her in a healthy way..

So anyways the dr is like do you want to use the lap band method of loosing weight. I looked at them and twitched.

I am working out to melt the fat can we not umm do that first?

she was like yeah. I was like okay thanks.

LAP Band yeah surgery for that ickkk.

If I was 480 pounds like I used to be sure.

Umm 310 is not bad thanks and I do have muscle in my legs and okay so I am not 200 or something but yeah damn I think where I am is not as bad as it was..

GOD

lol let's cut me open and put something to control my tummy. I will never eat it will be icky..

nah.

I can do it myself and so what if I am heavier I have perfect blood pressure and colestrol and such. KISS my big ass okay???



okay enough babbleeeeee



niters

purrs and meows

Raja

02/12/08
17:14 Feb 12 2009
Times Read: 672

lol what aloooooooooseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer anyone that takes this stupid boy into their coven is going to have to cage him... The last email





From: OKPARA

Date: 14:39:24 - Feb 12 2009



if ur so good than you should have figued it out by now, iwas never here to help him, hes a black mark on all of aset. iwas on the council of elders and i was one of he memebers that voted against him. i've been fuckin playin yall and the energy was mmmm so good and heres the best part i thuoht that i was gonna have to get my hands dirty again but after all that time she dropped that sucker for her new lovers mudane ass. i knew somein wasnt right the other day he weht and got a repacement for that bitch shyla and i just had to take her for a test drive. ohhh hes sad and lonely angain what a little bitch. so im done for now see you again friend i had a great time hell after all that shit i may even fuck that slut shyla once more just for old time sake. chow



my response



yeah mark of aset not like mine

where the weak live and die

you are just a whore dear valentine

may you understand this oh so well

it is your soul that has nothing to offer and you cannot drain us even if you had a spell



you are you a bitch in heat

now and forever you are never going to be complete from this day on

heka heka heka imotep Anu

you shall ever have to be screwed



lol you are the toy dear I am the cat

you shall ever be worried and know where it is at

In your veins all you can do

Is try to be something besides a lame screw



darkest blessings and good luck

For all you are, is a dumb fuck





ahhh people like this bring out the cat I love it and so I blocked his ass. I know I should not toy with my food. LOL



But he was soo damn easy...



sighs



purrs and happy paws to my readers



Raja

2/11/08
23:24 Feb 11 2009
Times Read: 683

So this is an email I got from a coven mate’s brother.

He feels the need to tell me things that seem to be so odd.. SO I had to share to my readers and also show my response.

Soaks in the energy and smiles….



From: OKPARA

Date: 01:23:17 - Feb 12 2009



so he thinks he can get all of you to stop speaking to me.

thanks to that i was forced to did deeper, hes sorry now.

did he tell you he had a girlfiend, sweet think too.

i would have fucked her if i wasnt so bussy fucking him.

lol lol lol lol lol



now go listen to his tears.



my response



So you are the one that had k?

Eyebrow raised



If you did that is your issue with him. I find it funny that you anger is very high in this message so riddle me this Max Iccubus of Ka



I figure by now that you would know that you obviously don't know my energy mark so first born let me give you a clue



your anger my pleasure

his pain my pleasure

feed the need of what ever you want my dear for Lord is just as angry with you as you are with him the only difference is where you think he is a whimp I would have to say you are about the same. The only difference is that you are a fun sucker.

So you can fuck the world of women. WOW that is soooo impressive. Anyone mundane, human, or vamp can do that.

Show me something unique for all you are right now is a two dollar whore..

For my coven does not have to talk to you at all. You are not worthy of them.

Bring it!

For my coven does not have to talk to you at all. You are not worthy of them.

So come now dance with words and energy....



:::Dances around you and looks into your eyes, you see green dark eyes and black circles:::

Smiles politely



end of message note the double sentence was a tease lol





Blinks no one has met someone like me I am sorry I am unique I was born this way for a reason.

What a little biotch almost makes me warm and fuzzy inside to wanting to toy with such a dumb incubis. Snickers sings a britney song



[Chorus:]

Gimme Gimme more

Gimme more

Gimme gimme more [x4]



Now for the rest of my day....



I am going to train Dezzy. I prayed and well I got it the family doesn't know how to control their anger and pain and such where lol I can.

I literally channel it and use it to my advantage aka a new job or healing or lol sex depends on the being and the mood.

Well work is disbanding us for other areas. The team leader knows where she is going but do we? Um no. Sweet huh?

We are supposed to be intregreated into other areas for workers comp. okayyyyyyyyy..

So I tried out for the bloodalliance weg working at a blood bank sounds fun. Maybe I can get midnight shift evening better woohoo

Depends I guess what they are offering.



Dances to a different song "made" by jamie scott



purrs and kisses



Raja

2/10/09
03:32 Feb 11 2009
Times Read: 684

okay for the most part



defunked a child of demons went to work like nothing happened for five hours and was on time and then found out they are disbanding our area where we go we are not sure only our team leader knows where she is going.



alot of change is a foot



men in my life



eyebrow raised



ummmmm there is James who is a freak but god hot...

Steel worker



6'4 and intelligent lives in pa

Jason 6'11 works in Co as an architec... he is intelligent spiritual and omg drool



Zack a ducky but would be a good blood doll



hmmm an ex Tim lol



and the couch corspe wants to come back but eheh not happening



thennnnnnnnnnnnnnn I work out and get asked by the mother I got the spirits out of the child earlier today asks if I can train her?

In what I know. That is alot of crap in four years and pushing it if lucky.... I want to leave in to to higher ground... anyways

Teach a 13 year old oh 34 years of training wow. Blinks. I can get the basics in that amount of time.

I am a teacher but what she is asking is abit more then a four year deal. BLOODY HELLLLLLLLLLLL.

My ways are different for I was trained on levels others may not understand I have all my degrees in reiki yes 4

I have two degrees in typical wicca

then four years of tantric practices

three degrees nope four in tov

then a degree in religion and faith princples

then ceriticates

lets not go into that

I am a hermetic gnostic for a reason 17 different religions all in one.That is simple and short yeahhhhhhhh we will go with that..

I said I had to pray about it for frankly I would have to go to the grand mother the crone of the family and ask questions. (and be polite)

Blinks

I am tireddddddddddddddddddd



happy paws bed



Raja

2/7/09
04:52 Feb 08 2009
Times Read: 692

Smiles and sings I could not sleep took a walk down second avenue .......

Lol I miss NY I could walk for hours there. Here not so much.

It is the same old sight and sh-- around here nothing much in JAX that you really can do much. He is a client of mine who I work on drummer from a band and lol surrounded with horny toads. Asked if I got bigger in the chest today. I looked at him and said no. looked again and smiled and said dejuv...

So I called the guy who thought my breasts were getting bigger and wore a tighter shirt on purpose for I worked on his back and he was like I think I need another massage. I said umm you go to your girlfriend for that. Not me on that okay?

He said I swear your breasts got bigger. I snickered and said no this time I wore a tighter shirt to see how long it would take you to ask that again. He said you are evil I like it. I said niceeeeeeeeeee. A guy in a bad calling his massage therapist evil. Rolls eyes.



These breasts are my babies, I have to show them some time, since I dont in work. I hide them like crazy. Weekends oh they are their cars while I walk my dog or they walk there dog. Hell one almost got into a car accident.

I know my breasts are good to go, I know my ass is well rounded and the right jeans can even make a black guy look at me why? For this baby has back.. I know it.

WEG I just did not notice till yesterday what the heck the factor was until I walked Leo in day light. I wore a v neck shirt and lol jeans it was crisp so I wore a hoodie other then that nothing special. I just know I am cute. It is the cute factor that makes men drool , my voice enchants and lol on rare occasions make them drool more.

Men cannot help the Raja factor. Hell I have more ex wanting me back realizing that they fooked up and I have to say oh well I never look back always go forward.

Jason loves how I look aand would prefer me to wear more girly things. I know that he thinks I am abit too tomboyish. soooo I have to get in a dress to prove the Raja has girliness. ehhh okay one day. snickers... I hate pink but I can go red...

James well he just drools for he is a horn dog and plays the field but I can handle that. And why can I handle that?

Hell I am not into realtionships for they usually dont understand me and well only see the cute me nothing more.

I am single and love it thanksssssssssssss...

Being taken is like a ball and chain and nothing personal I prefer to be that way. Why? The ones that I have let in well they are um not worthy and I am not doing that again. And again and againnnnnn.

Give me, give me, give me more energy is all I have to say muahahahaha. Maybe a new blood doll but other than that I realized men really arent needed for much else.. I mean think about it sex is for procreating. I am not ever going there so that leaves me with the ten percent of men who dont want kids and yet want a lifemate. I get that. One day I will weed it out but until then uhhhh I love thy self. Which is fine for I can and will always be able to get off before most men can. For I know body and I know me. On note of tmi



sleep sweet

Raja

part two of 2/6/09
21:38 Feb 06 2009
Times Read: 695

eyebrow raised

I am doing a priemer party so I get to play with sparkleys in a month but there are some challeneges I can do to get more free jewelry and such.

more sparkleys???????? I lost all my real jewelry a year ago to a robbery soooooooooooooo more jewelry mmmmmeowy. She showed me a way to work the business and lol how to umm if I wanted to sell sparkleys blinks

I am not sure on the selling thing but the party thingy is happening march 21st lol. I like the fact they back up their jewelry and hey have alot of it and such. The fact the challenge entertains the brain if I get six people to do premier parties I can get my case and such within a month. Three weeks however this challenge ends and so I would need to book six parties in a three week thing.

I have a wedding to go to and then bowling at this wedding. Since they met at a bowling alley and such they are marrying in one. SOOOOO how do I do 6 parties in less then three weeks and not interfer with wedding or weekend out of town? taps finger mmmmmmm

breaking it down to its most divine being that would be the first weekend and fridays and sundays and then week days after work

pouts....

plus you dont have to pay for crap ahead of time and you get challeneges like this as such for that . and all you have to do is buy the case for the jewelry and services. which is yours to keep. I want to pick out my pieces if I did that sooooooooooooooooo I ponder it and I am like hmmmmmm maybe maybe not. I have to pray about it for i want out of mary kay and work avon like I have and find other opportunties such as this one would be ideal it is just how many people can I get involved in party planning and doing this???

and keep it going lol for it would be a cool side job.

mmmmmm

okay I shall pray about this and get back to it later...

2/6/09
19:00 Feb 06 2009
Times Read: 697

okay I just have to vent today for I have been talking to a guy named Jason at home who is cute. Then I started really talking to James who lives in pa. Sighs I want James like if I had anything in the world that can make me move he would be it. WHY? melts I dont know ! He is hot and single and some stupid woman cheated on him a year ago and well wow is all I can say. He is sick and going to work and his voice is hot too. What the heck is wrong with this picture?! Plus I would be in the same state as Daniel who is a dear friend of mine too. I would know a wonderful person and a omg drools man that can make me run to him in no time flat lol. If I move to pa....

Sighs Men why are they so darn beautiful?????and damn it confusing. I am so lost in thought I am confused highly. I have not been this confused since in highschool. meow

Hit head to computer and smiles

it did not work but damn it what the blank??????

I will write more later when my mind can take all this in and not be so darn confused.



meow

Raja

2/5
04:43 Feb 06 2009
Times Read: 703

I cannot believe this man still likes me after all this time. I have stay three ex's ago. We are still friends and he is dating someone and lolHe was polite to me and everything until he was leaving out the door and he asked me can I be blunt and I said sure.. He said did your breasts get bigger? I said nooooooooooo they are still dd. I was bumbfounded that he had asked that???

My jaw dropped you get my food and such for me and then left field you something like that. I am feeling like crap and hurting like hell and sore as hell and sick and coughing and I get a question like that? I mean I have been working out trying to get them firmer but I have not been able to work out for fasting and gettting sick. LOL

But damn what the fu-- was he thinking?

dont get me wrong I know my chest attracts men's eyes but damn he is a frienddddddddddddddd or so I thought..

Blinks



Purrs and claws

Raja

2/4/08
23:42 Feb 04 2009
Times Read: 709

blinks per the drs

I have a virus slash cold

I am on double the amounts of antibotics and I am reallyyyyyyyyy annoyed

my coworkers must get this back and take it back. Me not brushing my hair is badddddddddddddddddddddd

I brush my hair at least a 100 times a day with a brush I got from london on purpose for I love my hair. I am cranky and ready to kick someone's ass when I get to work on monday since I cannot go to work and such until that time.

Okay for me not brushing my hair like not brushing my teeth my god it is a pet peeve.



Then I asked people in our coven to abduct the las SakuraOfDarkness when she got to 5 and she got taken from us to a coven she unhappy to find this out. She has the seal on theprofile of ours and dang they took her anyways. That coven has no respect. She is unhappy that she is not with us and I did ask our people to look at her and see her profile yeah she is new but she reminds alot of deadlyshade. They did and said they would induct her when she was five. I told her I was sorry but I cannot do anything to help her on that. She emailed the master of the coven and we shall see I dont know what say to her to make it better. I feel like I let her down. For it seems others don't care if we build a friendship with a person and take them under our wing and then decide to take her anyways.

It has left a mark on the lack of respect some do not show for others.

She did not even know this coven nor did any of them talk to her. So this makes me feel like the fact is take whomever and not give a darn about a person on VR. So while I am sick with a cold and have time and pondering this it makes me wonder what it takes to be a person of lack of respect and lack of honor and a coven person who does not even talk to their people? Let me know for I really would like an answer to that one... Good bad or ugly I dont care I just want to know how a person can be that way? Or what created them to be like that?



ON another note Jason and I are on our second date twilight was the first chicken soup was the second lol He is soooo tall 6'11. I feel tiny next to him. And his eyes are like the sky it is amazing. He is a mundane with spiritual backround with amazing catlike prowlessness and wow

spanish and italians look like gods that tall.

I have never met anyone like him. He could be the death of me but I am taking it slowly for the last one was too fast too weird for words and never again.





Claws and grrsss

Raja

2/1
03:30 Feb 02 2009
Times Read: 712

Well alot has been going on today more then I knew.. Went to the minstrey place and I was called sister right away. woohoo I am a sister lol.it was interesting stuff and well I learned from it that is for sure.

Blinks I got a prayer book never seen before and I have to read up on for this is something I have never seen in a church organization throw you a stud guide if you would for your life.

Blinks wonder why she chose me and why she sees me as I have to her in my minstry but I will work with it and go from there.

I was invited to come back next sunday which I shall do. She is teaching her values and views. Not like mine but her view is unique and I am curious as cats are.



A newling actually wanted to be in our coven and such so I gave her my protection stamp and of course stalked her. Our coven is growing in leaps and bounds and if we can get people interactive that is what it is about more so.

Not talking strays in and not getting into a view of new I guess. Our coven is family and well I am picky and lol I keep attracting cublings..



Then went through my profile and saw some may think I am somewhat gay so what makes them think that? Not sure I might have to redo the profile again lol. I dont mind women hitting on me. I am just strickly dickly. I guess I should find it flattering and all but I frankly am not so uh into that realm.



Other then that I am thinking I need to go to bed and sleep off the red meat that I ate for the first time in three weeks tummy ache.

Wow if this does not go away I am doomed to be a Vegan after all.

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I am doing well and highly relaxed now that I am home lol. I make sea salt and incense things on the side and I enjoy them highly. SO anyways I was seriously happy to be in a bath soaking in my new one gift of the sea. Since I have always loved mermaids and I have always enjoyed the water and was even told one time I swim like one I tend to have a bit of the sea at heart. So I made it and godddddddddd it turned out relaxing. Perfect blend of it all and made my skin smell soft and silky.



I was doing a avon mary kay party and it was serious messed up for like I was the last one to show and everyone left. They had a jewelry party and a sexual tupper ware party then I went out and I was like 7 hours of hell. And made 20.00 oooh ahhh. lol

hell that did not even pay for my cab fair home.

so not doing that again. Eyebrow raised

So I am giving what I made to the church I was asked for a woman at work out found out I was an ordained minster and that there was something she wanted me to see at her church that she leads. SHe has gone thru alot but she is seriously positive and very sincere about stuff.

So we spoke and she was like come on to the church and you will see something. IW as like okay. Why not ? I have been to temple covens churchs of all kinds and it all comes down to this. The love of my Gods are one and the same all religion to me is another view of God and it would be interesting to see hers. So I have tithing money. woohoo.

Friend marilyn called and asked me what my day was like lol

I said well it starting with fixing my own plumbing in the bathroom and going from there. and told her the rest of my day and she just laughed and said that was about like my day..

So I have to say what am I thankful for ? Being at home and taking a wonderful relaxing bath. And what were the gods saying lol I won two out of three prizes and people were pissed at the sexual tupper ware party and the woman next to me was like you will getting some. I said honey One I dont have anyone and don't plan to for a very long time.

WHY? Men are confusing creatures and I seriously dont need to be led on and wanted and such and then find out that all this time I was not meant for it. Some people are meant to get married have children and such. I walk alone not because I want to but I have to. I am considered high maintanece and to some a serious bitch when it's not my way so it is the high way and I am all god with the fact that . I am happy for people who are inlove I even give them all the joy I can and well I seen most of my friends get married and get to the point of children now and well I have to say.

1 children are not meant for me to keep just borrow and go back to the parents

2 marriage is a sacred act between god you and your partner if you are not yoked right you are in for a bumpy ride or serious divorce..

3 some people who get married and dont have children all of the sudden look like crap

eheh as flipper would say.

I am not going down that route. I 37 years old and I dont have grey hair most of my friends do. lol um noooo I pride myself on my hair being natural and my skin looking good. most women think I am 25 most men do too. I smile nod and move on.One man complained about 30 and feeling like shit. I am working out five days a week and I have 4 sizes left to go and I am going to have a bette rbody then I did in highschool and that is what it is about growing old not looking like crap and letting go of yourself but keeping the temple that god gave you in as good shape as it can be.Golden age is about being the light of the world and letting that grace shine thru ya it is not about retiring to some old age home and dieing.

I am a beautiful intelligent talented charming and may create havoc at times.

I can set anyone soul alive the darkest they go I can handle until I become the true bitch ie(beautiful intelligent talented charming and may create havoc at times) Most men cannot handle me for they dont understand me and for that I know after Alex there is no one else. He died and I give into the plan God has for me what ever it leads and where ever I go it will be fine to me :)

God knows my path

I just have to flow weg and be a better listener.



purrs and happy paws

Raja