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hmm... sleepy sleepy day... i've just spent the last few hours researching a case study im working on for that guy on death row... oi... im zonked...heh..and.. i have managed to draw a fancy doodle all over my hand and arm... oh the fun boredem brings

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thats kinda irritating to type... about as irritating as my day is going... and still.. im kinda bouncy..... i think.. im yearning something... hehehe... oi.. and that was so a wicked teehee... oi.... oi oi oi oi... yeah... just love these female hormonal swings sometimes... oi.. im really yearning that something now.. damnit hehehe

its amazing how a nice, fun day can turn out so shitty... im glad i "accidently" dumped that thing of food on grandma.... she had it coming.... pfft... narrow minded people....bah.

and ... this morning i had another visit from that guy again... as soon as i saw his truck i ran for the car... and even dived behind a parked semi truck to hide... then run to my car... the stupid bastard saw me anyway and proceeded to whistle at me like im a fucking dog... then started calling my name.... pfft... i loathe him

sitting here.. with a micrphone wrapped around my head... blowing kisses at.... myself.. and my turtle..weeeeeeeeeee... insanity has reached an all new level this evening weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

okie.. you know what.. if you really love me... whoever is reading this.. you will all click to play that video below... its a greatly amusing thing.. and quite frankly had me laughing my ass off... oh yeah... and just as an update.. im taking some time tonight to write something a little bit special for the people im adding to my profile.. hopefully it will be done by tomorrow... but.. im not sure.. seems html codes are definitely not my fortee heh... anyway... weeeeeeeeeeeee.. im off to be inspired hehe

ooiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii... i just got excused from the breakfast table hehe... seems like the right dirtay comments can do just about anything anymore...heh.. blah.. anyway... tis easter today.. and im off to bopping around in my bunny ears... while making something in the oven maybe... and then..... who knows... maybe ill scandalize my family at the dinner table later on this evening hehe

somedays it really doesn't pay to get out of bed ..this past week and last week are just shitty... and i know it doesn't do any good.. but really all i want to do is just crawl into a a hole and sulk... heh... just found out that that stupid, fat asshole of a man, or let me correct myself.. cow... is trying to say the accident was my fault... and how i have to pay for his hospital trip.. and car.. and what... well you know what.. maybe..it was his lard ass thats to blame.. because tubby didn't feel like pulling off the highway, to get out and look at times to see when a place is open.. and i guess its also my fault that brakes decide to lock up on me and my steering wheel locks as well... because lord knows.. im such a mechanic and know exactly all about that stuff...

to top things off... when i was out there standing.. in the rain.. makeup streaking down my face... some random dude from the fire department comes over to me while im bent over looking for my sweater in the car... then when i stand up he is standing there... staring.. i mean what the hell.. and then he wants to have a chat.. and ends up blurtting out he has infected nipples.... i mean ew!... i was already traumatized..heh.. grossed out wasn't going to help... anyway, then it comes time to move my stuff from my car to my grandparents before they tow my car away... so i gave grandpa the keys to the trunk to get the stuff out of there.. while i get the stuff from the backseat.... however, in the middle of cleaning the seat.. i realized that i had left some.. rather unmentionable sort of articles back there from when i had to change a couple nights ago.... but just as i got out to tell grandpa that i would finish getting the stuff from back there out... i am welcomed with a scary sight..... 4 guys and my grandpa.. all in my trunk.. getting things... blah... i don't even care anymore... though.. i am missing one thing.. so im begining to wonder if someone might have snagged something.... probably mr. my nipples are infected ... damn pervert...

blah... this week has been horrible... last night... bad car accident.. and now.. im sore.. and bruised.... blah.. i have so much to do before tomorrow.. and all i feel like doing is going back to bed....

ok... here i am.. hiding..ready to dive under the computer seat at any moment...this one guy whom i went out on a date with last year.. seems to think that by not returning his calls... running away from him in public... and ignoring him.. that im playing hard to get... he just showed up at my house and left a note on the door... eeeek... maybe i just need to go hide under a fort of pillows... fort bob... fort slickbooty ;p ..the impenetraitable fort...

ick... i feel better after that rant :)... time to go hop in the bath for a long relaxing.. idiot free soak ;p

you know, lately it has occurred to me just how much of a problem i have with people keeping an eye on me... it used to not bother me so much, but i have one nerve left and they are leaneing really hard on it.. i mean really.. i can't even go into a blasted grocery store without some dickhead going "psst".. and when i continuedly ignore him ... they get louder going "psssssst!".. i mean hell.. im not fucking deaf, im just not in the mood to deal with any more stupid assholes that try and act all big and bad in front of their friends thinking it makes them look like gods gift to women....i mean really.. at what point in their following me through a store, staring at my ass, going pssst every 5 seconds is supposed to make me swoon with an unbearable lust... really.. thats just eww... and .. a while ago i was informed by my grandfather (whom lives next door to my mom and i) that someone has been telling him that i missed some school a while back... also that i stay out all night and if thats a problem and keeping me from being able to go to school that i should stop.. (and at this point im wanting to scream) .. im 20 fucking years old and no one here seems to care .. i might as well be back in middle school again... its funny, the only time someone wants to say something to me around here is to criticize.. not that really surprises me... or bothers me usually.. but its getting old...

at a funeral for a family memeber we had a while back, it so happened a large number of family members i haven't really met all too often showed up... it turns out that they are quite a loud bunch.. and low and behold, after exchanging all the family gossip, they start talking about "whats wrong with kids today" not that im surprised or anything, but the whole "goth scene" came up as a topic, and here came the dirty looks... i mean obviously because im wearing all black and don't have a happy, happy smile plastered on face means that im a detriment to society.. argh.. im glad that half of the family doesn't hang around much.. come to think of it.. id like to send my part of the family off to join them :)... hmm strike that.. id still be stuck in this infernal hell hole.. oi fuck it.. ill just move to italy.. its purrty there :)