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When u find love what do u do?



Well I have found that alot of the guys I have been with have been really jerks but hey its ok.

I have found a really sweet guy who treats me right and love me very much. I love him.

I love to see his face. I love to talk to him everyday. which i do. i love to spend time with him.



But there is always that fear in the back of my mind that i will mess it up somehow or that things will fall apart. I have found that if i let thing ride out like they r suppose to they will turn out right. i have to trust in the higher power.who is God. I know that not everyone belives in him but I do.



I have always belived in him. I will not force anyone to listen to me on this subject. this entry is not about that anyway. but anyway i am just saying that i have found a wonderful man who loves me and that is my friend at the same time and that is rare to find. I wish everyone who has found someone or is looking for someone can find someone like him and u wull be just as happy as i am right now.



Granted it may not last but hey life is an uncerteny. every day is a blessing. but my life is so much sweeter with him there. and i hope that i will be with him forever. i just have to trust.



Yes i still worry sometimes but that is in our nature. at the same time i am more hopeful than ever that i will be with him for a long time ^_^



well thanks for listening to me rant and rave about this. i hope that all of u will find someone and will be as luck as those who have in love from the day they meet ^_^ and congrats to those who have ^_^