darkness and confusion clouds my being
as tears trickle down my cheeks
you and i are never destined to love each other
for we must take each others life
for strong is the cry for our blood
to fulfill the oracles prophesy for death is not the end
but the start of something new
our paths should've never crossed
our lives so beautifully entwined right now
but destiny interfered
for us to suffer miserably
now as i'm writing this poem
as tears starts to fall
for pain is killing me inside
love or mission?what a terrible fate
now i lay contemplating what to do
must i kill you,or be killed
must i sacrifice the most wonderful person that stepped
into my life
or must i choose for the good of all
here i am broken and alone
watching the trickling of blood
from my bloody wrist
sore and aching
but still its not enough to numb the pain
here in my heart
here i am broken and desolate
hiding my pain behind smiles
just like the stupid clowns
i wear a mask in order to hide
my melancholy
cold im growing cold
i can't see a thing anymore
guess death's here to pick me up
death i bid thee take me now
even if i want to give up
still my bloody soul resist
for its still waiting
for you to put back the pieces of
me back together
i wonder how my life would be
if i haven't met you that night
would it still be predictable
doing the same thing again and again
if i didn't met you
would the stars still twinkle brightly?
like dancing fairies on a vast empty stage
until now i still dont have a clue
how my life changed when i met you
it seems like everything went in place
the story slowly unfolding
but now it seems to late
to show you what i really feel
to tell you how much you mean to me
and how you changed my life
even if you'll wlk away,in order to protect me
i'll follow
even if you'll shun me
i'll stay
even if yo'ull sa you don't love me
i'll keep on loving you
until the sea will loose its color
and the stars begin to fade
until i'll breathe my last
i shall love you
till the moment i'll close my eyes
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