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As the wind blows outside and the leaves fall my heart wants your arms around me. You never told me you were leaving. We never hugged goodbye. We never kissed underneath the moon, never let our hearts intertwine under the twinkling stars. We never brought the words to our lips. Yet the seasons change and my heart grows fonder. We never said "I love you" under the night sky in one another's arms. We always let the leaves fall and the wind blow.

I look down over the cliff at the glaring water beckoning for me to come and join the immense blue. I wish the peace would come to me and make the temptation stop. Around me surrounding me is the haze that encompasses my world, the world that slowly draws away from me into the clear sun. The blood dripping from my eyes is never ending and I feel the need to drown in the crimson of my life, leaving nothing behind me. Tears never last and love never stays. Slowly as if out of no where I hear the call of the water and I give in. Gracefully I soar off the edge of the world into the shattering glass. I hear it break as it surrounds me. I become a mermiad in the depths of the wetness. Opening my eyes to a new world where only I know. For once in my life I am free to feel pain and have the water be my true friend carrying me into the night under the stars. The ones that now only shine for me.

The world a spinning sphere that only seems to stop in the mist of confusion. To wake at night in cold sweats from nightmares. To love you both and not know where the road leads. It seems as though theres so many paths to take and so many choices. My soul seems to scream in agony hoping my heart will choose. My protector, and my heart reign on the top of two mountains. I walk in blackness of nightmares just out of the fantasies of men. One has my hand and I dream of another. My heart shields the truth and to seek it means to be walking in a thorn bush. Thorns piercing my heart with every step. The mountains shift seem blurry and far away. To climb the walls to which mountain? The mountains seem to crumble at my feet. I fall to the ground in tears. Wind hold me tight and carry me away till the oblivious turns to reality and I am no longer blind. The wind takes my thoughts and drifts them to the top of the moutain. I love you both.