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If I am alone nothing will matter anymore. Tasting and craving you. Needing you. My body tells me to find youand drink from you. I do as I'm told. Loving the way you taste. Don't be scared my love. I smile at you politely and appoligize. I let you taste me in return, my blood you drink with pride. Nothing else matters now but you and me. With you I am alive again. And forever wanting to stay with you.

Please come and save me before i become to lost. Why do you question if you love me anymore? I truely love you please just love me back. So we can be whole again. I really need you,. Please don't turn your back on me. Hear my crys for help.

I sit here waiting for the night to come. Hiding in the darkness from the lonelyness of missing you. The silence s me slowly. I need to hear your voice. To hear the words I love you again

I can feel your cool soft skin when you hold my hand. My lips kiss and nibble on your neck. those are some of the things that bring me back to you. Your words are a drug to me. I'm addicted to you. I feel your heart so full of love. You are a part of me. mMy lips meet yours and you welcome my kiss. You taste my tears and I'm yous again. forever you and I together.

Bury my pain of heartbreak. Drown out the sounds of my tears. Can't let you see the hurt in my eyes. Afraid to let you see how I feel. Afraid to let you see the tears in my heart. Or the hole in my broken soul

Welcome to my home. Your hell in my part of Rome. Peopl with black robes pass by. You can't tell who we are no matter how hard youtry. See the red glowing eyes behind our hoods. Dou you know that we are up to no good? The Volturi are known as the ones with the res eyes. We are the ones that reall never cry. Jane is the one with the small evil smile on her face. Her smile is like a mas. To hide her evil so no one shuld ask. Within our red eyes if you only knew to see the future and know what is true. Our look so empty and so cold. No one will know of the lies we have never told.

Your blood will unlock my ice cold heart and set my body free. My soul will roam into the dark. from your eternal bite I come alive. Please don't look into my eyes. My doomed fate has been met. Darkness and I have already met. Aro granted me power and eternal life. But I am a fool because I did agree to be his guard for eternity.

take me turn me, make me whole. Your embrace saves my undead soul. Kiss me taste me, hold me tight. Love me with an endless night. Kiss me in the nighe make me feel all is right. Taste my blood and letme become like you.

The venom burns inside my veins like a flame. Your bite pierces my wrist. I silently scream your name. I kiss your blood stained lips and taste my dying soul. My blood in you and yours in me amkes the two of us whole. My eyes close on the blackest night. Consuming me with my true love's bite. As my turning body you now embrace. My dark love you make pleasure such sweet pain.

Let my scent surround you James. Intoxicate you fill your deepest desires for me. You are mine and I surrender to you completely my love. The sweet scent of my blood is what draws you to me. I am who you long for join me in darkness my love. My blood will set your desires on fire. Consume me James, take me embrace my cold unbeating heart. I am all yours.

I have cried so many blood tears every night hoping things will turn out right. but nothing ever changes for the better for me i just get left in mysery. My tears of love and loss are red but turn black from all the hate built up inside me from years of pain and sorrow. When I cry my eyes bleed knowing you are all I need. I hold back the pain because I don't ever want to lose you again. If I have to beg to keep you here then thats just what I will do. Please help me stop this crying and keep my heart from bleeding. Stop me from dying stop me from pleading. Please don't leave tell me you will stay. I know I'm not perfect and i'm sorry. Forgive me

A night of passion is what she had planned. I love her so i gave in to her every demand. Her sparkling skin so pale andcold. My soul to her has now been sold. Her eyes glow red in the darkest of night. My blood she laps with such delight. The taste so sweet that is her desire. Her looks a mixture of ice and fire. her touch as cold as ice. Let me be her sacrifice.

I look into your eyes so full of love for me. If you ever left me my life would be incomplete. Please don't leave mein this place alone even if you think it is for my own good. You swore that you loved me with all of your heart. But why do you say things to tear it apart? Please don't hurt me and let me cry. Because ifyo do I will surely die. Who would I turn to to feel secure? I need you in my life to make me whole. I know somewhere in you that you still care. You are my life and true love. your loving kiss is what i miss. My tears held inside refuse to fall. I would never be able to survive without you. But what can I do lofe would mean nothing to me. Take me in your arms and hold me forever and I promise you I will leave you never. You are the one who makes me want to live. Dead or alive youare the man who will help me survive. My heart was the thing i gave you freely. But my mind asks do you love me really? I need you now ever more to help me win this personal war.

the warm red blood drips down my arm. I close my eyes and wonder if I am even alive? All I ever knew in this life was sadness and being alone. all I want is to be with youi. I feel the pain and thepleasure all mixed into one. I am so confused. I sit in the darkened room waiting. all i want is for you to love and care for me. but now I wait for the sun to set and the moon to rise. I am bleeding for desire and for p[ain. All I ever wanted was a chance to be normal but my wish never came true.

I am a goth just wanting to be respected. To no longer be called a freak by many who just don't understand. I just want to be free. The only one who understands me are my friends and my boyfriend. Lots of people have let me down and broke my feelings. My father says nothing in this world has meaning to me, that i just don't fit in. I am proud that i'm different and living my life on the edge. Not afraid to take risks. A dark sense of enjoyment. Enter my world of darkness. See the hurt I hold inside that your cruel words have caused me. This is my way of crying out to be loved.

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coolleyhou
16:20 Dec 18 2009

You must be who you are, sister-life is great, but if you live it according to someone elses dictates, it is not worth living at all-bravo to the boyfriend and friends who understand and accept you-stay true to yourself, because you are unique and beautiful and no one has the right to douse your flame.

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My soul is lost forever, but my body survives. The sun will shine, but i will never be able to see it again. Still you will be mine love. As dawn brings about a brand new day, my love is here to stay. I will love you for all eternity. We walk among demons in the dead of night. But our love keeps us safe.