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20051222 - Personal Thought on the Condition
14:31 Dec 22 2005
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After some time of going through the condition and all the myths in the world in regards to that of vampiric nature. I have came to the firm understanding that trying to distinguish what was, at one point, true for us as a people to what is fake, as a group. As much as dissecting the nature of the condition, breaking it down through science and then trying to discern it with the magical process, I have come to only one ideal. What if God has put this condition upon this world for some sort of balance? Its hard to try and bring in God when referring to the condition, specially since we are seen, through out history, as blood thirsty demons of Samuel. Yet, my question is, what if God has created this condition for a reason to help recycle the flow of ambient loose energy through out the world? I believe people do not give enough credit to God for some of the things that do occur here in the world.



Frankly I believe God has some how deceived many into believing that some of the most heinous acts within the world were done to help preserve people of this world. So with that, why can God not kill off five thousand people? What if that is a slow means to saving the world and all of its inhabitants? I know I’m going far from what I was originally trying to explain, yet no matter what it will lead directly back to what I was trying to refer to. I know many young people these days see God as nothing but a menace, yet without God nothing would have been possible, specially the beliefs of many different aspects of God and the means in which we are to worship the one God.



Either way I believe we were created by God for a purpose, and with that mention, that purpose is revealed to us through messages that go unnoticed through out the world daily. I feel that its only a handful of those of the condition realize what these signs are, and only a smaller percent of these type of people actually listen.



As religious as this sounds, trying to make God the good person, I’m not trying to sell anything in religion, just the fact that, what if we have all been going in the wrong direction when trying to study the condition and trying to break it down, find the creator of it and the purpose of why those of us who have it, are afflicted by it. I believe this won’t come to us for some time, and even then, I believe those times might never come until after we have passed from this world and onto the next.



Not sure how many people will really ponder this ideal, yet it is something to look into and reflect on, specially since it brings another aspect into all of this, and a different sight of mind set to explore. I just hope people keep themselves open minded about it all and not just jump to the conclusion that I’m some Bible thumper, in fact, if anything I’m not. I’m just a man, a scholar in this world doing what many of the condition and occultists do, try to find some means to the truth, even if that means I have to look into the abyss and risk my own soul to do it.



- Gabriel Sin

Lore: Sekhmet and Egyptian Vampiric belief
13:59 Dec 22 2005
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There was a time in ancient Egypt where humans entered into a conspiracy to overthrow the gods. They blasphemed against Ra, king of Gods and men, heretical priests and magicians plotted ways to turn against the Gods for their destruction, using those very powers that the Gods had given to mankind that they might flourish and grow great upon the earth.



Ra, hearing of this plan, called to meet with Him the most ancient and potent Gods, those who had been with Him in the primeval waters before the time when with His eye,the sun. He had made life. The Gods counseled together and it was decided that Sekhmet, the force against which no other force avails, should manifest on the earth and quell the rebellion. Sekhmet would manifest and punish all those who had held in their minds evil images and imagined wicked plots.



Then Sekhmet walked among men and destroyed them and drank their blood. Night after night Sekhmet waded in blood, slaughtering humans, tearing and rending their bodies, and drinking their blood. The other Gods decided that the slaughter was enough and should stop but they could find no way to stop Sekhmet who was drunk on human blood.



As the carnage went on, the Gods recognized that Sekhmet, her rage sustained by intoxication, would relentlessly proceed with the killing until the last human life had been extinguished. Then Ra had brought to him from Elephantine certain plants which have been said to be of the solanaceae family and which can be brewed as powerful mind-altering drugs. Those plants were sent to the God Sekti at heliopolis. Sekti added these plants to a mixture of beer and also human blood, until 7,000 great jugs of the substance had been made. The jars were taken to a place were Sekhmet would pass and there were poured out onto the ground, flooding the fields for a great distance. When Sekhmet came to these fields and perceived what she thought to be blood, she rejoiced and drank all of the liquid. Then "Her heart was filled with joy". Her mind was changed, and she thought no more of destroying mankind.



After that, Ra addressed Sekhmet as the One who comes in peace, praising the beauty and charm of the Goddess.

The Seven Rules of Sin - Rules for a Vampyre Community
16:22 Dec 21 2005
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I: Pride

He/she who falls victim to their own pride and show themselves to the world will be devoured by the world. Those who only show themselves to those who can be trusted shall be accepted within and forever acknowledged as a member of the community. Remember, a wise one will always know who knows of them, where a fool will let all know of him and do not know who is there to lay them to rest.



II: Sloth

Those who fall into stagnant behavior fall from sight of life and the ideals of the condition. Remember those who test their own skills of the condition and of their own selves are the ones who will make advancements in their own life. Where those who stay put will be nothing more then another face in the crowd forever lost to time.



III: Gluttony

Remember one must never indulge in what they are to much. For by study and exploration of the condition one can easily exclude all those things most important in life and slowly waste away. Remember, just because we are different doesn’t mean we have the right to let ourselves go. So keep track of friends, health and weight, along with school, work, and other items that could become issues if not pay attention to.



IV: Envy

No matter what we always wish to be the other person. Yet to actively go out and bring down someone else in order for you to take that position will show ones lack of compassion to their fellow conditioned. Remember we are all in the same boat so by bringing one member down just for ones desire to take their place will only hurt us all in the long run.



V: Lust

As much as the desire to achieve something can be fulfilling, it can lead to corruption of energy and that of the soul. Remember, as much as being competitive or flirtatious can be good, yet being lustful for those acts can lead to problems for the community.



VI: Greed

Some times hording information is not a bad thing, yet when it comes at the cost of something important to that of the community or to another person, then there is a problem. One must remember, in order to advance one must be able to help advance the rest before they themselves can fully move on to the next step of the condition.



VII: Wrath

Violence in our world is never really needed. Yes there are those who are Guardians of the community. Yet, even then we do not expect a physical fight to break out. Yet, when someone figures violence is best for a situation that violence is not called for, then things become out of hand. Remember being disciplined and reserve are better then being outrageous and aggressive.

The Predator
13:11 Dec 09 2005
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Through out stories, movies, games and the like all vampires have been seen as these predators of great hunger and thirst. Which, they try to suppress or not, but they do their best to try and control this bit of animalism within them.



Well this Animalism seems to be present in all of us, from human to Vampire a like, yet unlike humans, we Vampires or Conditioned, have a very and unwanted connection to this side of us. Why? Well there can be many speculations about this, one idea I have read was that it was due to this little part of our brain known as the "Dragon" which controls all basic functions of the body and even controls our desire to feed and forces us to do things, not normally us, for the sake of hunger.



Now this Dragon, or Predator as I call it, is by far, that driving desire to live, to survive through any means possible. Yet, being that of a Condition where we are constantly looking at a type of starvation that is very hard to stop, it tends to be more... powerful or willful, in it's desire to keep us alive.



So with that Said, this Predator will scream in the back of our minds, claw at our brain, trying to gain control through many means. Now most the time this type of behavior of the Predator is ravenous, it doesn't care how it takes control and how it gets its meal, it just wants to feed. Yet, being as it is apart of us, it can, and will and probably already has, used very subtle means to gain control and some how guide the mind and body to it's desired target and then slowly take the energy it needs from that target.



Which, in some cases, well more like in my case, in the past, I have slept with a woman who was not my girl friend, so to get the sexual energy from her and use it to my own ends. Which, before hand, I thought I was in the right mind, it wasn't until it was all said done with, that is when I noticed most of everything up to that point was just a haze.



I feel a bit... wrong about what happened, I felt if I could give the energy back, I would, but I know I couldn't, not without having another incident, and this is just a small part of it all.



Now, like I said before we know the Predator is there, it will do what it can to get it's meal and if it has to turn to subtle manipulation of the mind to do so, it will not hesitate at all.



Now let me get to the part that will matter the most. Like I said, it will do what it can and in a ravenous fashion, to get its food. This will, in the end, if you let it, lead to a very violent out come. I don't think I need to say much on this, but I will give a small bit of detail on it.



Depending on which aspect you are drawn towards, Sanguine, Psi, Emotion or Warrior, Priest, Councilor, will depend on your means of feeding, your primary habits of energy ingestion. If you’re Sanguine, your desire to draw blood, to lick the wounds of opponents to cause pain, suffering, through any means to get your crimson fix will be a piece of the hurtful cycle of the Predators will.



Psi, giving people headaches, mental collapse temporarily, lose of senses, lose of balance, physical weakness, will be the things these people will feel when being attacked by the predator. Since most Psi, well to my knowledge as a Sanguine, feed enmass, then in mass crowds of humans will begin to gain these symptoms, most won't know what hit them, they will go home and take something for the problem, thinking it was just some sort of spell that just comes and goes, which the mind will rationalize in some means.



Next is the Emotion feeds, these one will be the creatures that find means to hurt it's target, not for blood, well not mainly anyways, but to gain the fear, the hate, the depression, anything dwelling on the darker part of emotions for the high that these feelings give you, even sex can become very dark if during sex things become to real for the person who is being assaulted.



These are just my ideas, which I started off my own mind, and then through some reading, gained more insight into what I believe, I would greatly enjoy if others posted their ideas of the Predator and see what feed back we can get from all of this.