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my friend brittany died in a car crash last night. i was in the car and i have this funny feeling it shouldve been me not her. if i hadnt been wearing a seat belt like her it would have been. i just dont know wat to really say right now. im really devastated. she was only 18 barley an adult, she was supposed to graduate today with all of her friends as well as some of mine. i remembre that last thing her mom said when we went and picked her up.... "be safe hunny, i love you be back by 1." not 10 minutes had we goten into the car dan lost controll going around a corner. hit a tree and she flew out, all i got was a couple bruises and a cut. i feel i should have deserved more than that. but theres nothing i can do now. i just have to let death take its course with the others