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salut je mappelle mandee, comment ca va? comme ci comme ca, j ai 16 ans le 28 octobre j'adore astrid, margerite


my poem...
screaming,crying,bleeding,dieing are just a few things ive done for you.you really have no clue wat you put me through.you beat me down then bring me up, im telling you now ive had enough. no more screaming no more crying no more bleeding no more dieing. ive had enough of all your lieing its over im through ive had just about enough of you. you can beg and you can pleade, in the end your never coming back to me . i hate you i despize you like i said im done were through theres nothing more you can do. now that ive made up my mind you'll soon find you'r feelings for me will all pass due in time....



ok well first off my name is amanda but i prefer Mandee(yes with two e's my keyboard didnt stick) and i have a pretty sick sense of humor. i find humor in almost everything. i am a ver honest person, i will tell you anything wether its gonna hurt you or not every body needs to learn the truth some how...rite? rite ok ne ways im not relly gothic but i do share a fasination of vampires. well thats a give in other wise i wouldnt be here... ok off track well im 17 and i am a bisexual. i do have a boyfriend and a girlfriend. and i am probably the most open person you'll meet. i go to high school at the moment and when i graduate i intend on being a forensic pathologist( the study of how,when,and why people die) i love death as well as birth they both facinate me. i have 1 baby named ricky and another one on the way. i am engaged to my boyfriend dan whom ive been dating for about 4 years now. im pretty sure ne thing else you want to know you'll find below. if you want to know more, message me ill answer ne ones ?'s the best i can no matter what they are.....



Name: amanda (Mandee)

Birth date: october 28

Birthplace: medina

Current Location: Lodi

Eye Color: light light green

Hair Color: natural or dyed?dyed(blonde,black,red,brown) natural(brownish red, more on the red side)

Height: 5'6"


Weight: 155 (but i look like im about 140 its all in my butt and my thighs
(GO THUNDER THIGHS!)

Piercing's: 13

Tatoos: 3 now my newest is below in my pics

Boyfriend/Girlfriend:boyfriend/dan

Overused phrase: internet(lol) talkin(any cuss word really)

FAVORITES
Food: HAM!!!

Candy: cream savers

Number: 8

Color: purple

Animal: a rat

Drink: chocolate milk

Alcohol Drink: camo ice(beer)

Body Part on Opposite sex: eyse they tell you all you ever need to know

McDonalds or Burger King: neither, SUBWAY!!

Hot tea or Ice tea: hot tea


Kiss or Hug: can i choose both?

Rap or Punk: PUNK

Summer or Winter: neither summer is too hot and winter is too cold... i like spring or fall

Love or Money: definetly love money can get you things but love is was better than any object

Most Missed Memory: spending time with my family which i am no longer a part of

Best phyiscal feature: definetly my eyes or my ass

First Thought Waking Up: my wonderful fioncee's face and how much i love him!

Goal for this year: live another

Best Friends: taylor, sam, ashley, dan, donny, xan, nikki, kaylin, justin, jessica, dustin, kyle, sara, sarah, katie, amanda,
tony, mike just to name a few lol

Weakness: i have a really big anger problem

Fears: gettin hurt

Heritage: native american(cherokee and suix),german,irish,scottish, itallian

Ever Drank: yup

Ever Smoked: yup

Pot: yea

Ever been Drunk: yup alot of times

Ever been beaten up: no, no one ever has the chance... im a good fighter not to brag

Ever beaten someone up: FUCK YEA! ARLEE MARTIN! WAS BY FAR THE BEST

Ever Skinny Dipped: yes

Ever Kissed Opposite sex: yea i had a girlfriend

Been Dumped Lately: um....not recently

IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: well blue,gray, or green

Favorite Hair Color: im a sucker for redheads w/ freckles i think its soo damn cute...weird i know but i cant help it....

Short or Long: longish short, but either will do

Height: ne but i prefer taller

Style:preferrably punk or goth,but preps will do i guess but they better be really nice and good looking and really good in bed-te he

Looks or Personality: well preferably a good personality looks really dont matter at all

Hot or Cute: dont matter really looks arent all that important

Drugs and Alcohol: dont care cause i do both and id be a hipicrit if i said they coupldnt do it

Muscular or Really Skinny: as long as its not sickining skinny i dont care weight isnt important either

RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: more than i care to share and care to count

What country do you want to Visit: i want to go back to germany

How do you want to Die:i want someone to seek revenge on me and viciously stab me to death or kill me in revenge(sounds weird but i think it would be bad ass)

Do you like Thunderstorms: i sleep best when its storming

Get along with your Parents: FUCK NO! DOES NE ONE??

Do you think your Attractive:lol definetly not.... but other people think i am

Do you Smoke:yes

Do you Drink: yes

Shower Daily: no lol jp yea that would be gross

Been in Love: yes and ive always been hurt one way or another

Want to get Married: if i find the right person

Do you want Children: yes i want atleast 3
Have your future kids names planned out: girl:samarra rae :boy whilliem preston, halexander james

Age you wanna lose your Virginity: i lost it at 13

Hate anyone: yes arlee


some of my favorite bands...
LACUNA COIL,marilyn manson, atreyu, system of a down, metallica, pink floyd, HIM,slipknot screetching weasals, godsmack, evanesscence, three days grace,slayer,korn sublime,ozzy and much much more


~Your Screams...

your pain brings me happiness
your screams bring me joy
why do you play with me
im not a fucking toy
your cuts bring me smiles
you tears make me want you more
i've over heard you talking
your really the whore
your blood over-joys me
you patheticness makes me sick...
you pain brings me happiness
you screams bring me joy....



You are sad because of your life and obsession with
death