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today i feel like shit, and i feel that i should end my life but i dont want to, because i have a niece and i have to be there for her. i cant image how it would be, it freaks me out. i just took my pill hoping it works fast, but i know i'll get oever it soon

today is a fucking shity ass day for me cuz we had a stupid assembly for those fucking jocky's like if theres something new about them. just the same old shit they talk about. stupid motherfuckers, get a life, and stop living your fake ass world. but i think somebody needs to put those assholes in there places. i just hope i get a fight with one of them so i can go home for the rest of the day.

today i met this girl her name is tornPseudonym and she really looks like someone i know. someone from montana, but with out the glasses. but this one looks like shes only 16 to 18. but she's older then that. just buy looking at her picture, got me thinking of ashley, the one i love. but ashley isnt in my life any more. i dont know why ashley left me to rot. all she said is that im to good for her and that she doesnt deserve me. but ashley was the one for me. she also said that she doesnt want to hurt me. i can sympathize with that now. after hurting another girl i was with. but i still love ashley deeply. ashley is the one i'll never hurt, well i'll never hit a girl, but i did, i dont want to be this person who hits, girls. thats not me, so i broke up with the one i was with, i told her to go, because i dont want to hit another girl. its terrifying me, im afraid of myself. i cant trust myself with anyone after what i did. so i guess i'll stay by myself.

i met some one today, her name is nalma. shes cute. i like her alot but i dont want to say anything though. because we just met too and i dont want to mess things up on the first day well got to go

today is not a good day well it never was before but im used to it. its just this fucking little slut a the nerve to ask me out but i told her i already have a girlfriend. but i said to the slut shes not my type. i mean she had big tits. but shes not gothic. so i turn her down

today im fucking pissed because these fakes are trying to dress like me . but at least i beat the shit out of two of them this fucking school gotta learn not to fuck with me. and stay the fuck out of my life and they better not try to dress like me a again