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i just got home from working,,,i was in west palm this time..next week im off to the Carribean.im chase the huricains. well im chaseing the aftermath of it all.god i love destruction,when it is devine it makes it that much more exciteing for me. but enuff about that work is work. i cant wait to do a lil local reserach there on vampires..if it works out like i am planning the book will be done around this time next month....damm...it is a pitty that i have no time to spend here. i really miss vr.good thing im here for life. until next time...raise hell and eat the babies.....billy

the dreams starts off with me in the bodies of Cain and Abel.(this is very desturbing to me)It was not bible times. it was more of the present.Things were almost just as they are now.except that there was more violance.hard to beleav right..im not going to write the entire dream out for the public to see.. but will share it with whom ever would like to see..

beauty is in the eyes of the beholder,but its better with the eyes shut.

most of the people i hang with are retards.i dont mean it really but they act like it..i may be the worst though.they all have problems drinking..i dont not.i love it.but here lies my so called death wish...yes i wont to die,but i want to make something good come from something bad.so i have a wish for my death. it is.to make someone stop drinking and driving.i lost my first love to a drunk driver,i tried suicide many times..nothing seemed to work.but now i have it all figured out.scott my new room mate..drives everywhre drunk.i am going to ues this.use it for death..it is only a matter of time befor he has a bad accedent.i plan on being in this acedent.soo if i should die this way it will make him stop his foolish driving while drunk and help me end it all.

you know when someone says that it is better to love and lost thean not to love at all.this is not true for me. i have so much love flowing from me that it hurts.i dont understand why or even how i came to be like this.i still have the grotest side of my mind working all the same as ever.i could say hello to some stranger and almost instantly find some thing to love about he/she.i find love even in evil.pure Evil is mostly made up of twisted love in one from or anouther.

at one hand i feel as if i enjoy the love all around.at the outher i do nothing but damm it.

why should one has so mush to give and no room to receiv it.being alone is nothing but a well sought after task everyday.achived most of the time.Self pitty is a amuseing feeling.my gratest love is one of the oldest sins.

tell me.if love is all that is good,why do the evil have it?anyone, please tell

burning light,impailing might.is it anger or is it fright.pause and wipe the dust from your eyes,,shit phone call.... to be continued

Distraught...I dwell in my sorrow As only miserable eyes can comprehend. A never ending tragedy Of one tormented soul. What can I do to escape The perils of an untamed heart? Cease this senseless existence For a celestial fantasy. A monotonous life, is yet so thrilling. What is one to do To be drained of useless vigor That keeps this incandescent body? Insanity pounds at my erratic mind longing to be released. Held back only by a thin Wall of conviction. Insipid thoughts so obscure. Depravity born from a fastidious world.

With Mondane Exsistance,obstructed by view.