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Sometimes i have absolutely no fucking clue where the hell i am, i am alone, i face all of my emotions all of my feelings alone and i express them but all the damn time there is no-one to hear them. All my life i have walked this miserable excuse someone would a world and i have never ever had a lifemate (girlfriend), i have come to the fucking point where i say: What the fuck wrong with me? What did i do to deserve this? Now, what the hell do i need to do? PLEASE SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!! I'm a good spirit, i..... just need direction, i....need someone to share my life with, i need someone to complete me. *sigh*.