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Calming angel so gentle and sweet, you were my hero in my time of need. I was so sad and lonely, lost in a crowd, but like a true savior, you found and rescued me. You claimed it was never your intention to save me from the darkness, but at the same time you couldn’t leave me there. You told me you’d always be there for me, but to remember that you were only human and bound to make mistakes. You’d always try to protect and guide me, but you yourself have flaws and were no saint. Calming angel so gentle and sweet, you saved me from the darkness I was falling into. In my heart and soul you’ll always be my savior. You took me from the darkness and brought me into the light. I know you have your flaws and are no saint, but tome you are a guardian angel, who looks out for me. Others may judge you harshly and tell me your no good, but through my eyes you’ll always be the one who rescued me from the darkness resting within my own heart.

Longing for something unknown, wondering from place to place, i found myself internally torn. there is so much i want to do, so much i want to see and say, but to do so will one day cause conflict among those i love. Everyday i go through life yearning for what i cannot yet have. during these days my soul grows more and more restless to the point where i feel conflicted as to wether or not i should follow it and begin my journey. during these days those around me seem to sense my thoughts because the moment i say what i feel and wish they shoot me down or set up more and more barriers to keep me near. in a way it feels like their trapping me and refusing to allow me what i so desperatly want. they say its all to protect me from things that would do me harm, but deep inside its really because they, themselves are afraid of letting me go.

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DragonVvvVPrincess
21:14 Sep 21 2015

Know the feeling well.~Mina

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Just one of those days where i question what they teach in church these days. my little sister came up to me today and asked me why i wanted to go to hell. now like any person I'm confused, but sure there's a good explanation for her asking this. so when when i ask why she replies that the church goes to said that because she normally didnt go to that church she was going to hell, but since she plans to now attend she wont be going to hell. but someone told her at her church that because i did not go to church, i wear black and i believe differently then the church that meant i was on my way to hell.



My family needs a new church, preferably one that doesn't tell my family that I'm going to hell evertime I decide to visit anyways.

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DragonVvvVPrincess
21:19 Sep 21 2015

Good luck on finding a ''Church'' that does not judge you and tell you that you are going to Hell because you are different from them or are not present and sitting in the pew waiting to be judged and condemned according to their beliefs.~Mina

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