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Help. It is the only word I can think of. I was not doing anything, at least not anything different then what I do everyday. But then it hit me, it was like a tidalwave. All these flashbacks just assaulted me all at once. Flashbacks so vivid, that it felt like I was reliving them. I know no one hears me as I cry out, like a child in an abandoned well, whose voice cannot reach the top. And it hits me again, more memories that I thought I have buried in my wake, the lasting drival of pain and torment. Faces of people who are no longer with me. Even she is there. She is looking at me, smiling, waiting for me to hold her once again. But there is nothing there, nothing but air. She was never there, or was she? Is she just a figment of my imagination, a particule of some unfulfilled wish? I dont know, all I can do is crumple on the floor, waiting for it all to pass. Please make it go away............