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so i went and bought the book "twilight" the other day, cause i heard its much better than the movie, which i thought was pretty lame (what i saw of it, anyhow). so far, the book is much better. i haven't read many "vampire' books. read most of the sookie stackhouse ones, and a few random books, but nothing really interesting. i have a family wedding to go to this weekend, and i'm trying to compromise between dressing "appropriately" and dressing like ME. i just bought a sweet pair of fingerless gloves with bones on them. decided to kill time between runs at hot topic instead of hanging at the hospital...

i used to be a night person before i had kids. now i'm forced to be up by 7 every day, deal with daylight (i hate the sun, bad for my ink)....it sucks!! i much preferred sleeping til noon or one, staying up til dawn....oh well, had to become a responsible adult sometime, i guess. doesn't mean i have to like it, though!!

seriously, if i could figure out how to shrink my pictures to the right size, i could add them. this computer crap pisses me off.

i went out with my friend kk earlier and we went way overboard buying halloween stuff. my excuse is its only out once a year!! i loaded up on bats, black wreaths, and candles/candleholders. supposed to go get more ink next week. i'm thinking another bat, or a small cemetary...

so i'm sitting here at work, again. thinking about my ex, and how i crave his body on mine...thinking that my mouth on his neck, or vice versa, would be so damn hot.....the sight of him licking blood from my wrist would be amazing.....his place is so perfect, no kids, always dark, barely lit by either blue lights, or the twinkling ones in the fireplace....scented with nag champa.....it's been too long

so i had to get up at 5 a.m. to take a hospice patient to dialysis. which sucked, then tim hortons tried to kill me with bad coffee AGAIN. seriously, don't they clean that place??? so i get home and find that apparently while i was asleep two nights ago, my lovely dog decided to crap all over my kids' room. so on top of my usual housework, i have to scrub and sterilize their floor. i had plans to go to the library and cemetary (geneology work). but now who knows??

so today i've joined this site, hopefully to find others, either near or just good online friends, who share similar interests. other than kk and i, i don't really have many friends who are hip to hanging out in cemetaries or taking pics in vacant buildings. will turned me on to listening to darker music, although i don't know the names of any of the songs. they just set a somber mood, which is good. i want to find others who realize not all of life is rainbows and sunshine. i want to connect with others who appreciate the darker side of life. if you can see the dark beauty in an abandonned church or mossy statue...let's talk.