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I have seriously been waiting for this. I have been hard pressed for any sort of valid communication from my dad. His S.O. used to be pretty reliable and after many years is falling short on what she says she will do. Latest example is that his cardiologist wanted to see him. He did not make the appointment, the doctors office said get your butt in here. She was suppose to call me and let me know what happened. Yes, I could call there. But I call and call for years and my dad is napping and never calls back so I tire of calling. I know something is going on. There have been hints dropped. *dejavu* right now. I am smelling my grandmothers perfume tonight. Ugh. I hate being torn in these situations. But in the long run, I am sure to piss someone off as I am undecided if I would attend my own fathers funeral as I have not too many good memories to make it worth my time and his lack of enthusiasm in my lifetime is not un-noticed. Something to ponder.