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vision





standing on a mountain staring at the plains

I see a vision of a man riding after me.

his hair is blowing in the wind flowing wild and free

while his horse is riding fast along to bring him here to me.



its been past a month now since I left him there alone

I couldn't bare the sounds of the wild calling me home .

many years I waited for a man to take me in

to care for me with passion and a love that never ends.



even though I found him and I loved him more than life

the wild kept a calling so I couldn't be his wife.

only here Iam happy flowing wild and free

running with the wolves and swaying with the trees.



maybe he will find me dancing wild and free

yearning for his touch as he puts his arms around me.

or maybe I wont let him find me

for the wild in me cant be tamed.



and I would only cause him a life of constant pain

so ill let him be free to keep riding in the rain.

for its better that way then a life of constant pain

so the wild wins again and my tears are flowing with the rain.



so the memories I will keep and the child will have a name

ill teach it oh so much and watch it grow like a flame.

ill never be alone now running wild an free

just the memories of my love and wishing he was here with me.





the nightmare





when does a dream become a nightmare

when do we do the things we have to do

how many times before we die

where all the same just you and I





when does a dream become a nightmare

how many times do we have to fight back

we kill to win we win the fights





when does a dream become a nightmare

when do we do the things flick back

we never get caught but we always come close

we kill the people that stand in our way



when does a dream become a nightmare

when do we do the things we want to do

how many times must we fight to live

we play the games and live



when does a dream become a nightmare

how many times do we rape beat and kill

we play the games to prove we rule



when does a dream become a nightmare

when do we rule and die ruling

we will never die

we are just a living nightmare



my ducky



my ducky named chucky once sat in my bath

he kept me company while i splashed and splashed

he was so fun and he never complaind

he just floated around while i screamed out his name





i made him do dives and put bubbles on his head

made him dance and held him under the water till he should of been dead



we loved our bath time but with dread he was getting old and eventually lost his head

i cried and cried my ducky had died so papa went out





and bought me a pink flamingo i cried and cried it wasnt the same but papa just stared at me shakeing his head

there all the same kid in the bird family now go take you bath and be happy



so in the bath we went my flamingo and i

and it didnt do a damn thing i wanted it to

it was big and ocward and floated on its side



so i cried and cried and started to scream its scareing me papa this ugly pink thing so out went the ugly pink thing and i was alone



till papa came in carrying his decoy duck oh he was pretty and he floated around i love my old henry .

we played and played and soon bath was over but papa had news for me he was just a loaner



so to gi joes we went papa and i and he bought me my own decoy ducky i was so happy

till we got home and grandma exclaimed

oh good god ira you bought her a hunting duck



but henry stayed till i out grew him then i gave him to papa so he could use him