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What is it that makes you think that you know me?

What is it that makes you think that you even come close to being able to knowing what im about?

Why do you look at me like that?

With hate filled eyes.

You urn to reach out for my neck for a quick queeze.

You wan't to see me take my last breath.

Why do you hate me so?

Well why do you?

Therres no reason for you to.

I have done nothing to have wonged you in any way.

You say I'm childish yet your the one that runs from your pains and problems in your life.

So why do you hate me so?

What didI do that was so wrong in your eyes?

You hate me and I can't see why.

I did every thing that you wanted and more.

Yet all you wish for is my death by your hand.

You think im cold and dismissesin meny ways.

I don't see it.

I think you were just scared of what was going to happen to you.

The fact that you were to be happy, loved, and content scares the shit out of you.

What the hell, It matters not to me anymore its all in the past now.

Its things that you nor I could change.

If I could I don't think I would.

I know I would not.

I know that the hate in your eyes is true.

That you loathe me.

I don't see it yet I don't care anymore.

I don't look to you for anything anymore.

Nor should you look to me.

I don't need you as you don't need me.

Don't need don't trust don't even care.

You look at me with hate filled eyes.

You look at me like im nothing.

Suiside runs amuck through my head.

Hurting for no reason.

Tell me why I feel this.

Why should I?

Tell me why...Why I like it.

Death seems so close.

Yet I know it is far off.

I look for it.

I need it.

I want it.

I urn it.

Why do I feel I need it so?

I run from it.

I run to it.

Confusion sets in.

The pain fades.

The pain continuse to grow.

The apin is all consuming.

The pain is joyus.

The pain is me.

Myself is what I hate.

I hate the conusion.

The confusion is pain.

The pain is life.

Life is me.

Im lost agian.

Looking for a way out.

Never to find it.

My surch continuse.

I will.

I won't.

I want.

Inever will.

I never got.

Never disserved.

Never alowed.

Never should.

Why should I?

Why could I?

Why did'ent I?

How could you?

How could I?

No not I.

Its you.

You and I were never ment to make what we wanted.

Never the less it matters not to me. Nor should it you.

Rise up go away.

Do as you must But leave me out.

Do as you will just remember to leave me out.

I care not for you.

Nor do I expect you to care for me.

Turn leave do as you please.