The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

......Im stuck.....see i think i might like this guy...bu ti dont know....see things are weird....yet i feel this connection with him an di cant explain it.....I just feel l ike i wnat to be near him ..more near then ever before..yet not too near i get scared..i want the closeness withouth the attachment right away..i want closesness..could that be what this is?/ or is it really something more??

Grrr i hate to move its crazy ....ev erythign has to be done ...right away ..and im soo sick of doing anythign i feel weak....just horrible..