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Im the type of girl who doesnt cry at most things. But today was the day I broke down. I was at lunch with my friends and I saw my crush with his friends and I really couldn't stand to look at him. I dont know why but I looked at him then I turned around and I put my head into my knee's and cryed. My friends have never seen me cry before, and they were pretty worried. I told them not to worry about me, its just a stupid thing. And I left the room to somewhere quiet to where I could cry. I went to the 3rd floor of my school where nobody hangs out at and as I went to wipe my tears away i look up and my crush is standing right in front of me. He asked me why I was crying and I told him there was something in my eye. He looked at me and said that that wasnt the truth. I told him never mind, and he told me to come with him. So we walked together all through lunch and he huged me and said that whatever I was upset about that everything would turn out alright.



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Hello. Well today i talked to my crush and it went really well, I walked past him and he called to me. So i turned and walked to him and he asked how I was doing, I told him really good, and I asked him about his nose. He said it was great, and we both laughed about it. And we just had a long coversation about ourselves, I feel like I got to know him better. After that a girl walked up to him and kissed him on his cheek. I told him I had to go, and he asked where and I didnt even tell him. After that I hated myself for not knowing that someone like him would have a girlfriend. I just wish I would have known.



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Hello, just by looking at the title you already know what my topic is about! Today in gym class we were playing soccer, and im okay at the sport but not great. So everyone had to pick teams and i was picked last (what a fucking surprise) and my crush was on the same team as I was. And everyone made me goaly(spelling) on the team, so I was like whatever then, and as the ball came my way I jumped at it and caught it (what a relief) and the team cheared *whoot whoot* so then they decided to switch me to something different, again whatever. So as I went into kick the ball into the goal my crush was going for the ball to and we both crashed into eachother *crys in embaressment(spelling)* and I guess my hand hit him in the nose and I gave him a bloody nose. I feel so bad, I hope he isnt mad at me. :'(



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Last night I had a dream. Well anyway I was walking down my street when I see this guy on his skateboard he wasnt very good so people passing buy laughed at him or cussed at him. So I decide to go talk to him and for some lame ass reason he pushes me. I told him that if he pushed me again I would go hard core on his ass. So he pushes me again, and after that I was through, so i started to beat the shit out of him...till i finally stoped to look at my hands, which were covered in blood, and I just looked at him and I told him I was sorry and I dont know what monster I have become. I really dont do that, especially(spelling) to a guy. I was pretty freaked, and I decided to take a real walk down my street. And I feel terrible about it now, and i know it was a dream but what if it wasnt? What would happen to me? What would have happen to him?



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I have a friend, and she used to go to my school, but since then she was put into another school. So I havent been able to see her or talk to her. But lately I find myself to be really depressed now, and I get depressed sometimes but not constantly, but she will be coming back on Monday which is really great! But I just dont find myself to be really happy anymore. I tell my friends that I have nothing to live for except for my music and family and of course my friends! But today it was really hard to let all of my feelings out to them! And I feel okay but not better. The only person I could really talk to about it was my friend. And she helped a lot!!! And I think that she has helped me a lot ever since I became her friend! YOU ROCK PAL!!!!!



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Okay im the type of girl who cant stop talking and who cant be quiet. But today in school it was sorta different. Today I had a sub in english and as soon as she walked in everyone shut their mouths. I didnt listen to her so I just started to talk somemore, and everyone around me told me to shut up, and I said why should I, and the others said that the sub was the bitchyest(spelling) and as soon as i turned around she was in my face screaming! i told her to get out of my face, and then after that i was sent to the pricible's(spelling) office and then i had lunch detention for a whole 2 weeks. I hate her bitch ass!!!



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Music is the only thing that seems to make me live, besides my friends and family! I have written some songs I now have 14 songs. My songs are about a guy I like at my school who i grew up with. But my friends love the songs. they are mostly depressing(spelling) but I have fun writing about how I feel! :D I hope someday to start a band, which i am hoping to be the drummer of! Well that's about it. Later



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