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spirits lift above my cries

my soul sings longing for together you and i

i wonder why i don't see you with me

when will we just together be

a part of my heart is slowly disapearring

more memories of you and i are missing

longing for more memories too

more memories of being with you

there is a spot on my heart, that is taking over every part

it is like an ink blot, it will run with just one plot

to kill every thing that is real, the things that keep me alive and still

and it will run forever more, until i die bloody and sore

some way some way there has to be, for the truth inside to be shown shown as me

9-10-05

i fear of friends,

and of being alone,

my heart still mends

while sobing in a low moan

my feelings are hard to explain, since i hide them with such shame

i want to hide my face, run from the whole human race

we in this race run to hard for goodness sake, damnit i need a brake.....................................................................

there thats good for a few, but what about you

when will life be over when will i be done, man i need to get a grip son

life death it's all the same, i'm alive but dead inside from the shame

as i stand and wait for dawn, i know that my life will soon be done

for i was follwed to the sea, as they plotted to kill me

so now i stand here waiting still, waiting waiting to be killed

slowly time passes by, my friends i ask you not to cry

for life has long been over for me, no feelings no pain my blood is cold so shall my death be