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One more page and I will have viewed 100,000 pages on VR. I am getting so close to making Sire that it makes my teeth hurt. A very good friend told me testerday that I am obsessed but I have to disagree. I set my sights on making Sire on the very first day that I joined this site and decided that despite setbacks, it has been a very fun journey, at least getting this far. It is my goal to eventually max out all of my stats and in doing so, have the satisfaction of knowing that it has been accomplished. I enjoy this site and have made some very close friends here. I will keep doing my part to making this site as fun and interesting as I can.



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Just when you think you're having a bad day, you hear something that makes it even worse. Maybe I should stop letting things hinge on the edge of fantasy and accept only absolute realities. I used to do this, but I started caring about things that weren't just me. Perhaps that is a fault that I should never have allowed to be awakened. Perhaps a lot of things. Who knows? I don't.

OK, so I've had a few friends tell me that I should quit smoking. I made a bunch of excuses and still smoke. I even had a really sexy chick tell me that one of the reasons we couldn't be together was because I was a smoker.... a good reason to quit but not enough. Last weekend, my eight year old daughter watched me fire up a cigarette and turned to me with a look of disappointment in her eyes. She said, "Daddy, you promised you were going to quit smoking!" I still smoked all week.



So now, I promise, for everyone who has gotten on my case about smoking, but more importantly, for myself, I am going to quit. As I hit the send button on this post, I toss the rest of my current pack into the trash can. I can't promise that I won't be a miserable bastard for the next few days, but you've all been warned. Wish me luck.

So, I reach a point where I wonder if sometimes having the ability to unspeak words would be a good thing. Not that I would really want to take back any of the things I've said over the last few weeks but there certainly has been a lot said and a lot left unsaid, and now I'm confused. I can't go into details or raise this cryptic veil yet I needed to get this off my chest and writing it into my journal has helped.



Don't ask, I won't tell, and yes, before you ask, I am totally OK. Just missing someone and for the record, I'm really as strong as I allow myself to be seen.