I've been......
Lied to and used
Told I was loved
Then beaten and abused
I twisted reality
To justify your wrongs
I wasn't bad
Your power's almost gone
Places in me you never reached
I alone know why
You arrogant bastard
How dare you to try
I did not break
Or bend to your will
Will I ever be free?
I hate you still......
Pitter Patter
Little Feet
Blood Spatter
Mommy Sleeps
Hot Coffee
Cold Stares
Bad Breath
Grey Hairs
Stained Fingers
Curled Smoke
Daily Packs
Pending Stroke
Ice Cream Candy
Daily Foods
Empty Calories
Shitty Moods
Rotting Teeth
Wrinkled Face
Endless Grief
Slower Pace
Sleep Deep
Rest Long
Can't Awake
What's Wrong
Daily Dose
Governments Trap
Cleaner Streets???
Methadone's CRAP...
COMMENTS
this one is beautiful. i've rarely read poems like this one (with 2-3 words per line) that flow nicely like yours.
nice work
and you're right - methadone sucks.
I never knew you and now that I do
I've got even less to hold onto
39 years have passed now I'm all grown
The privilege of being my father you Nick
have blown
You're still a druggie, the 60's are gone
Wake up old man, time has marched on
You gave me life and your genes were
passed on
Thanks for the no good gift, The disease
of addiction
I need someone to use with like a hole
in my head
Thanks anyway my disowned father, but
to me you are dead
Either SCREAMING her demands or whispering her promises she WILL NOT BE IGNORED!!! I hate her so much.
COMMENTS
wow intense
I like your poetry....I too live in PA and am the same age. It is rare to find other people to chat with in the same age bracket. I would like to add you as a friend, just let me know if you don't approve, I'll take you off. Msg me anytime!
bunk56
My dad has been sober for three years...alcoholic..
This poem makes me want to cry.. she is a monster isnt she!
COMMENTS
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bloodlace
23:33 Aug 24 2008
sad.. that really made me feel..