Wonder Woman Wanna-Be08:32 Oct 01 2009
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Hi everyone!
i am just new here...and wondering how to start here...
i don't know yet how to update my profile... aw!
my bad!
But I thanked God for discovering this site while looking for someone...hay! and this someone is really amazing and God-like Super Hero.
Since I am in the midst of depression, right now.... I'll start and try to post a blog about this
someone and something that really bothers me for more than a month...
Well, every girl wants to be a superhero like
Wonder Woman. Am I right, girls?
I hope that's true
Anyway... here it goes....
â€Hi bitch-friend!â€,
I always hear this phrase from my ex-BF,
Venice. She was my previous childhood friend.
Now, she’s known as the
Queen Bee in our university. She’s perfect that’s why guys truly like her.Â
And I am the opposite of her. I’m ugly, dark, not sexy, and all words that are related to worst nightmares.
BUT… It’s a good thing that I am smart.
Well, I thought she’s perfect but all of the sudden I realized that she’s not the one.
Due to her popularity, she had forgotten me. Perhaps she doesn’t want to be with me.
It can degrade her reputation, to be her friend and to be a part of their socialite group.
But I accepted it. Maybe she was enlightened that I am just dirt in her life. Well, I don’t need her, anyway. Because I found
Landon, my new buddy.
We started to be acquainted with each other during our final examination for the second semester. I got the highest scores in all subjects but he was the lowest.
Though he’s not good academically, I like him STILL. But he’s not aware. So without shilly-shallying, I lend my hand to help him.
Obviously,
he’s handsome and rich.
But he was obsessed with Venice. I was hurt, of course. But it was alright ‘coz he considers me as one of his friends. That’ll would be good, maybe!
I spend two hours every single day just for him. And ever since I helped him, he used to be a volunteer surveyor for my
research paper in a writing firm and
my ever-loyal chauffeur.
…It was raining when the class is over. He’s absent and I am worrying, he told me that he’s going back to their house to get his important stuff. I waited him for about an hour, but he didn’t come. I waited again….and again… but he did not show up. I thought he is going to drop by to pass his project and other school thingy.
I am expecting that he will fetch me up but he didn’t. I send him a text message but he’s not responding. I tried to call him but he didn’t answer. I was just telling myself that he’s busy or it was just because of the heavy rain and intense traffic.
Uhhhm… and now, what’s on my mind?
He’s gradually CHANGING!
I never heard from him since then.
And on the following month, a gossip spread that Venice was pregnant and her lover was Landon.
I’m so stupid! Not noticing that! I am fool!. I expected too much!… he used me!... he mocked me!… I did everything!…but he never told a single fact. I thought and anticipate that he would fall in love with me… but it wasn’t. I failed!
That’s why, when I first felt the word
FAIL, I started dreaming to become a
Wonder Woman. Because I know that wonder woman has everything.
She got power! She’s perfectly stunning, sexy, strong and smart that every man could ever wanted.
And I’m not gonna be like that!
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.........now, I am still weeping. I hope that I will be receiving lots of happiness here in this site. So, please help to reduce my worries. =(
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